Apr 04, 2010 21:17
Happy Easter everyone!! Be grateful to the Lord our God for dying on the cross and rejoice for he has Risen from the dead to sit next to his father in our home!! It's a good day :)
But on the same note it is a sad day in my life; it's the day I made one of the hardest decisions I've ever had to made. Robert and I have decided to take some time apart, to get our lives together, to get on the right track to be able to truly love each other. With all the fighting that has been happening for months, I think we've both forgotten how to truly love each other. We continue telling each other that we do but our actions always say otherwise. We need this step in our lives, and I have turned to the Lord for guidance and direction in what to do next. I love Robert so much, more than I have ever loved anyone. This has been a tough separation but a necessary one. i just hope that its in our plans to find our way to each other in the end. I love you Robert with all my heart, you'll always have a piece of it :)
Spent sometime with the family today which really helped me cope with a lot and when I wasn't with them I was sleeping or dealing with confusion from the really weird earthquake. Lets just say half my pool water ended up all over the floor. It looked pretty cool when it was moving!!
Alright I'm off to deal with the rest of my night..goodnight!!