Hindsight
So, I have been doing a lot of thinking. i have decided a few things....
1.) over the past year or so I have been so occupied with trying to keep my life from falling into a whirling toilet I have let certain friendships fall to the wayside... almost like i almost let them circle the drain. for that i truly apologize.
2.) I Dearly want some of those friendships to get back to where they should be, where i want them to be.
3.) it will be if it is.
anyways. So last weekend i moved. Had to move due to one roommate moving out so me and the other roomie decided it was time to move too. rent was expensive and the place pretty much sucked monkey ass. So now we are in an apt. a fairly nice one! i gots my own bathroom. pretty snazzy. and i have all my wall clutter up now. it feels good. in my last bedroom i went for a more classy? look with a dark blue paint a boarder under the ceiling and minimal stuff on the walls. it was nice. but here where i broke out some of my old anime posters and that kinda stuff, i feel a little more balanced. i really cant explain it. I just feel better. I like where i live now.
I think im gunna start writing more in here just to get it out. If people read then so be it, if they don't o well, not like its gunna hurt me either way.
So lately i haven't been up to much. Just really nursing my twilight obsession. Keeping up with my naruto, getting up to date with bleach, and keeping up with Smallville, Supernatural, Grey's anatomy, and im ashamed to say gossip girl.... although it was hilarious in the beginning its kinda taking a meh, wtf am i doing watching this crap? kinda thing. Also im going through a movie phase, im watching every movie i have wanted to and just never gotten around to it. borrowing, renting, buying, just catching up on a lot of things. kinda haven't played world of warcraft in just around a month. i need to log on though to tell guildies im not dead, and keep getting on once and a while. I need to keep things in moderation and maintain things not drop one thing for another. I am really waiting for Easter... new Doctor who!! lol at least i think their is one LOL. every time i think about the 4th season finale i really get a depression going on. each time i cry. its such a magnificent episode. at least IMO. i have gotten 3 others hooked on the Good doctor here. spreading the good word. Also im getting through all the Angel series, im half way don't. I really like it too... given it isn't as good as Buffy was/is its still pretty awesome.
I kinda feel a sort of peace in life right now. not overwhelmed and such. I know that the whole moving thing had put me under a shit ton of stress, but now i can see how much it really put me through... and i guess a lot of things changed with the move too. So much has changed with just simply moving. its so odd. just peaceful. manageable for now. Im sure some crisis will arise like it always does but till then..... i will enjoy the minimal problems im dealt, and try to recoup what i have let lack/lost.
1.) over the past year or so I have been so occupied with trying to keep my life from falling into a whirling toilet I have let certain friendships fall to the wayside... almost like i almost let them circle the drain. for that i truly apologize.
2.) I Dearly want some of those friendships to get back to where they should be, where i want them to be.
3.) it will be if it is.
anyways. So last weekend i moved. Had to move due to one roommate moving out so me and the other roomie decided it was time to move too. rent was expensive and the place pretty much sucked monkey ass. So now we are in an apt. a fairly nice one! i gots my own bathroom. pretty snazzy. and i have all my wall clutter up now. it feels good. in my last bedroom i went for a more classy? look with a dark blue paint a boarder under the ceiling and minimal stuff on the walls. it was nice. but here where i broke out some of my old anime posters and that kinda stuff, i feel a little more balanced. i really cant explain it. I just feel better. I like where i live now.
I think im gunna start writing more in here just to get it out. If people read then so be it, if they don't o well, not like its gunna hurt me either way.
So lately i haven't been up to much. Just really nursing my twilight obsession. Keeping up with my naruto, getting up to date with bleach, and keeping up with Smallville, Supernatural, Grey's anatomy, and im ashamed to say gossip girl.... although it was hilarious in the beginning its kinda taking a meh, wtf am i doing watching this crap? kinda thing. Also im going through a movie phase, im watching every movie i have wanted to and just never gotten around to it. borrowing, renting, buying, just catching up on a lot of things. kinda haven't played world of warcraft in just around a month. i need to log on though to tell guildies im not dead, and keep getting on once and a while. I need to keep things in moderation and maintain things not drop one thing for another. I am really waiting for Easter... new Doctor who!! lol at least i think their is one LOL. every time i think about the 4th season finale i really get a depression going on. each time i cry. its such a magnificent episode. at least IMO. i have gotten 3 others hooked on the Good doctor here. spreading the good word. Also im getting through all the Angel series, im half way don't. I really like it too... given it isn't as good as Buffy was/is its still pretty awesome.
I kinda feel a sort of peace in life right now. not overwhelmed and such. I know that the whole moving thing had put me under a shit ton of stress, but now i can see how much it really put me through... and i guess a lot of things changed with the move too. So much has changed with just simply moving. its so odd. just peaceful. manageable for now. Im sure some crisis will arise like it always does but till then..... i will enjoy the minimal problems im dealt, and try to recoup what i have let lack/lost.