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this isnt ment to be emo, self pittying, or any of the such.
I feel lost right now, I dont know what to do. I know what I want to do. But I dont know if I can/should do it. And then again on other parts, I dont know where I stand. Things that I thought were true are in fact not. I dont know what to do or where to go. One can only try so hard. Why do I want so much, but when in reality it isnt so much. Why cant I have a "my life for dummies" book.
bleh
I feel lost right now, I dont know what to do. I know what I want to do. But I dont know if I can/should do it. And then again on other parts, I dont know where I stand. Things that I thought were true are in fact not. I dont know what to do or where to go. One can only try so hard. Why do I want so much, but when in reality it isnt so much. Why cant I have a "my life for dummies" book.
bleh