Oct 24, 2005 16:10
I can't believe I am going to Japan.
I keep living my days, with this gut feeling of anxiety. I have wanted this for so long. I have tried to get there through work. I was rejected from "JET". Now, I have the ability to just go. I have saved money. I have established good credit to get a loan. I have an amazing relationship with someone who is willing to experience this with me. I am finally getting what I want.
I think I'm learning lots of Japanese dialect by accident, due to the heavy amount of research I do. I can't help it though, I'm obsessed to find out all the little thing I can do/ see. I will be there for nearly a month! :) I found Ramen World today. It's only 300 Yen to get in! That's like $2.70 or so. :)
Anyways.. I just can't help it. I don't know what to do with this anxiety. I've planned so much, I'm planned out. How to wait.. oh How to wait for just 17 more days!!!!!