Update
So many things have changed lately. I live with Dave now. It's been amazing. He's a whole lot of fun and is slowly changing my whimpy ways. Anything I am terrified or grossed out by seems to present itself as a challenge to him....reeeeal frustrating, but fun. Looking for another job, turns out a hundred fifty bucks a week is not going to cut it...weird. Got a tarantula! AMAZING. I don't feel like I know how to post anymore, I'll continue to lurk I think...