breaking down?
so..long time no post.
therefore are many subjects I want to write about, I need to write about. I did a lot of Lj-cuts, read what you're interested in ^^
Well, I start with the most troublesome thing at the moment.
For the first I realize I don't want to go forward. I saddled myself with so much task I don't know which one I should do first or when I should do ALL of them.
It started with choosing the subjects at school. I took a lot of languages and Biology which is getting more and more difficult to me. Next to the problem that I don't know when I'm able to learn for all the tests I'm going to write this and next week, I wrote my japanese proficiy language test yesterday (It took a load off my mind after finishing the test.more to the test later). But that's not a problem anymore. Otherwise at 16 December I'm having a concert. My pianoteacher arrange every year a concert with her pupils and the next one will be on 16. Normally that's not a problem for me. I love to play the piano. But recently I didn't have time to do my exercices and the playing sounds more than horrible. Additionally a very important customer from japan will arrive the day after tomorrow and I have to play the piano EXCELLENTLY (because of the stress in school and with japanese I wasn't able to practise the old scores and can only play them with maany fauts). I can't. I don't know when i should practise for school, for the tests, for the piano concert and for the japanses ppl! It's too much...
Besides of the actual problems I need to take care MORE of my guinea-pigs..I neglect them tooooo much...
Ah, I can't stand it all anymore...
I don't know where to start... My latin test I got back today is BAD. REALLY BAD. I'm used to get good scores in Latin, but now?I'm getting more and more worse at school.(not only in latin but in mathematics,philosophy,art,german and french, too)
I catch myself at deflecting with movies,dramas,mangas and computer which steals me precious time. But it's hard for me now to cut that off.It's my only sanctuary and unknowingly I'm getting more into it. I don'T have any effort to do my tasks and sit all the time in front of my pc. ahhh, everything is getting the wrong way..
well but it doesn't help me in the end to wail over it, ne?
Looking forward to a breaking down xDD
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|__ JOKE (I hope)
well, it was quite funny. We were 25 ppl. so..the concert was more like a "privateconcert". A nice experience anyway. It's sad that nobody knows this band because they are really great. I mean the guys know to handle their instruments. the sound was okay, not the best, the instruments were a bit too loud, you could hardly understand what steve sang but it was great. I would love to see them again. Maybe next year and then I'll take more ppl with me !!!!
So,so,so...I made it ^^
yeah okay, I get a message if I passed the test in APRIL. Yeah, April. kinda long, hu? Anyway in Dusseldorf have been 490 ppl who wanted to write the test. Il y a 4 levels. The easierst and with which you should start is 4 kyuu (4th level)-I had this one. An older lady told me that there have been 17 different native-language speaker (ah, I know weird word, sont know to explain it another way) any the youngste person was a 11-year old girl who wrote the most difficult level oO awesome.
I want to write the next level next year, 3 kyuu (3th level). So Up till now I'm practising for it^^ - if I have time of course.
so.so.so... I got into JDRAMAs and JMOVIEs. By chance I watched "kimi wa petto" (note: I looove the manga, that's why I watched by chance the drama) and I loved it. now I'm a fan of the ARASHI member and actor JUN MATSUMOTO.
He acts really good, has a great control over his body, a nice voice and a reeeeally cute smile.
okay..not that good picture, his smile is really cute!! more than this.
eveytime I watch my dramas I feel really good XD
I HAVE to laugh and smile about Jun-kun a lot. It brings me happiness which I really need at the moment xD
no, he is really a good actor. ^^
My advise to you:
-kimi wa petto (you laugh xD good comedy, 9 episods, and subbed available)
-hana yori dango (ooohh how I cried yesterday evening. I watched the last episodes...really, a MUST see^^ Good made.)
and something none drama:
-NANA
^^ I love Ai Yazawa so....but the movie and Mika Nakashima as NANA are great.
9 December will be NANA2 in cinemas, I can't wait to see^^
ah, and by the way, HANA YORI DANGO 2 starts in January XXDDDDD REAAAALLLLLY can't wait to see.
thx for reading
I mean you mustnt^^
I just need to write all the stuff down.
read ya
nana
therefore are many subjects I want to write about, I need to write about. I did a lot of Lj-cuts, read what you're interested in ^^
Well, I start with the most troublesome thing at the moment.
For the first I realize I don't want to go forward. I saddled myself with so much task I don't know which one I should do first or when I should do ALL of them.
It started with choosing the subjects at school. I took a lot of languages and Biology which is getting more and more difficult to me. Next to the problem that I don't know when I'm able to learn for all the tests I'm going to write this and next week, I wrote my japanese proficiy language test yesterday (It took a load off my mind after finishing the test.more to the test later). But that's not a problem anymore. Otherwise at 16 December I'm having a concert. My pianoteacher arrange every year a concert with her pupils and the next one will be on 16. Normally that's not a problem for me. I love to play the piano. But recently I didn't have time to do my exercices and the playing sounds more than horrible. Additionally a very important customer from japan will arrive the day after tomorrow and I have to play the piano EXCELLENTLY (because of the stress in school and with japanese I wasn't able to practise the old scores and can only play them with maany fauts). I can't. I don't know when i should practise for school, for the tests, for the piano concert and for the japanses ppl! It's too much...
Besides of the actual problems I need to take care MORE of my guinea-pigs..I neglect them tooooo much...
Ah, I can't stand it all anymore...
I don't know where to start... My latin test I got back today is BAD. REALLY BAD. I'm used to get good scores in Latin, but now?I'm getting more and more worse at school.(not only in latin but in mathematics,philosophy,art,german and french, too)
I catch myself at deflecting with movies,dramas,mangas and computer which steals me precious time. But it's hard for me now to cut that off.It's my only sanctuary and unknowingly I'm getting more into it. I don'T have any effort to do my tasks and sit all the time in front of my pc. ahhh, everything is getting the wrong way..
well but it doesn't help me in the end to wail over it, ne?
Looking forward to a breaking down xDD
^
|
|__ JOKE (I hope)
well, it was quite funny. We were 25 ppl. so..the concert was more like a "privateconcert". A nice experience anyway. It's sad that nobody knows this band because they are really great. I mean the guys know to handle their instruments. the sound was okay, not the best, the instruments were a bit too loud, you could hardly understand what steve sang but it was great. I would love to see them again. Maybe next year and then I'll take more ppl with me !!!!
So,so,so...I made it ^^
yeah okay, I get a message if I passed the test in APRIL. Yeah, April. kinda long, hu? Anyway in Dusseldorf have been 490 ppl who wanted to write the test. Il y a 4 levels. The easierst and with which you should start is 4 kyuu (4th level)-I had this one. An older lady told me that there have been 17 different native-language speaker (ah, I know weird word, sont know to explain it another way) any the youngste person was a 11-year old girl who wrote the most difficult level oO awesome.
I want to write the next level next year, 3 kyuu (3th level). So Up till now I'm practising for it^^ - if I have time of course.
so.so.so... I got into JDRAMAs and JMOVIEs. By chance I watched "kimi wa petto" (note: I looove the manga, that's why I watched by chance the drama) and I loved it. now I'm a fan of the ARASHI member and actor JUN MATSUMOTO.
He acts really good, has a great control over his body, a nice voice and a reeeeally cute smile.
okay..not that good picture, his smile is really cute!! more than this.
eveytime I watch my dramas I feel really good XD
I HAVE to laugh and smile about Jun-kun a lot. It brings me happiness which I really need at the moment xD
no, he is really a good actor. ^^
My advise to you:
-kimi wa petto (you laugh xD good comedy, 9 episods, and subbed available)
-hana yori dango (ooohh how I cried yesterday evening. I watched the last episodes...really, a MUST see^^ Good made.)
and something none drama:
-NANA
^^ I love Ai Yazawa so....but the movie and Mika Nakashima as NANA are great.
9 December will be NANA2 in cinemas, I can't wait to see^^
ah, and by the way, HANA YORI DANGO 2 starts in January XXDDDDD REAAAALLLLLY can't wait to see.
thx for reading
I mean you mustnt^^
I just need to write all the stuff down.
read ya
nana