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I feel so fuckin gross right now!I have all these bruises all over my arms and legs.Sids an asshole.I hate him.I really do.I wish he really was dead.I got laid last night.I havent had sex in 2 months so it was great.I used the money to buy some drugs :)The Tvs on loud I think im watching a talk show or the news who knows.Got a nice new icon someone made for me but I forgot who.I think it was that guy that came over last night.He does something in computers I think.what a boring job.computers.who would want to work with computers?Come on,everyone would die for the chance to be a ROCK STAR.and have lots of money.They could buy me lots of presents like langerie and jewelry and clothes and makeup and cds and lots of other things.they would be like billionares or something.we would buy drugs together it would be great.I really miss Sid.I love him so much if he really did die I don't know what I would do without him.i'm starting to cry.bitch i'm geting offline.I hope he has money.fuck that i just hope he calls.