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I woke up slowly, my head thick and sore. Pale sunlight was streaming across my face and I scrunched up my eyes. Too much light right now. After a minute I dared open one eye and glanced at the clock. 10am. Last thing I knew it was about 2.30 and...
Oh.
Slowly, trying to stop my head from spinning, I turned over. Violet was lying on the pillow next to me. We were still clothed, thankfully, so we hadn't gone too far, but I definitely remembered the kissing part. And maybe there was a bit of touching too. I felt my face burning. What had I done? Going to a club and getting drunk, that wasn't me.
Violet looked so pretty lying asleep, and I felt horribly guilty. I was still sure Willow would leave me, but I should have had the decency to at least wait before kissing someone else. And I felt guilty because I'd basically used Violet. She was kind and sweet and shouldn't be someone's rebound girl.
I sat up gingerly, my head throbbing, and my stomach churning painfully. I really hoped I wasn't going to be sick. So, my first task: not to throw up. Dealing with my guilt would have to come after that.
((Open - could be to Violet, waking up, or to Willow, calling from the States))
Oh.
Slowly, trying to stop my head from spinning, I turned over. Violet was lying on the pillow next to me. We were still clothed, thankfully, so we hadn't gone too far, but I definitely remembered the kissing part. And maybe there was a bit of touching too. I felt my face burning. What had I done? Going to a club and getting drunk, that wasn't me.
Violet looked so pretty lying asleep, and I felt horribly guilty. I was still sure Willow would leave me, but I should have had the decency to at least wait before kissing someone else. And I felt guilty because I'd basically used Violet. She was kind and sweet and shouldn't be someone's rebound girl.
I sat up gingerly, my head throbbing, and my stomach churning painfully. I really hoped I wasn't going to be sick. So, my first task: not to throw up. Dealing with my guilt would have to come after that.
((Open - could be to Violet, waking up, or to Willow, calling from the States))