Morning pages
I am lying on the bed with my feet up on the wall, whih is the best way for me to lie down, it doesn't hurt my back to lie here and be on my laptop. I'm so blessed to have a laptop.
I should go outside and go for a walk and explre. I haven't been doing that this summer at all. the bugs, I guess.
The day lilies are starting to bloom today. There are two plants with flowers on them by the pond now. there are a few by the house with flowers on them, too. I want to pick what's there each day and enjoy taking them along with me, wear something to match them, you know.
I'm looking arund and seeing where there could be more windows in this little room! I am going to make so much light in these rooms! I love how there is now a larger window in the bedroom loft beside the little one. Dale did a very good job putting it in, too. I'd love to have a deck built outside of this small upstairs bedroom! Wouldn't that be wonderful! Then a sliding glass door to go outside and sit on the porch from! I can dream, can't I! :) Nothing ever happened without a dream first!
I'm feeling rebellious. I think it's the pressure of having to go to church and to go to the hospital and all of these things that I don't really feel like doing today. I just want time to lengthen out so I can be online for a very long time, then go for a very long walk and observe many things outside, then take a very leisurely drive, looking at everything on the way, etc. But as I lie here doing all of this writing, my time is ticking away and running out. I only have half an hour left now.
I have much to be grateful for, but don't want to pray. It's the evil one that teaches us not to pray, so I should pray anyway.
Okay, I did.
I should go out there and film and enjoy it all. So much to see and film out there. Okay, I'm going.
I should go outside and go for a walk and explre. I haven't been doing that this summer at all. the bugs, I guess.
The day lilies are starting to bloom today. There are two plants with flowers on them by the pond now. there are a few by the house with flowers on them, too. I want to pick what's there each day and enjoy taking them along with me, wear something to match them, you know.
I'm looking arund and seeing where there could be more windows in this little room! I am going to make so much light in these rooms! I love how there is now a larger window in the bedroom loft beside the little one. Dale did a very good job putting it in, too. I'd love to have a deck built outside of this small upstairs bedroom! Wouldn't that be wonderful! Then a sliding glass door to go outside and sit on the porch from! I can dream, can't I! :) Nothing ever happened without a dream first!
I'm feeling rebellious. I think it's the pressure of having to go to church and to go to the hospital and all of these things that I don't really feel like doing today. I just want time to lengthen out so I can be online for a very long time, then go for a very long walk and observe many things outside, then take a very leisurely drive, looking at everything on the way, etc. But as I lie here doing all of this writing, my time is ticking away and running out. I only have half an hour left now.
I have much to be grateful for, but don't want to pray. It's the evil one that teaches us not to pray, so I should pray anyway.
Okay, I did.
I should go out there and film and enjoy it all. So much to see and film out there. Okay, I'm going.