Jan 14, 2012 00:58
I am lying awake replaying all sorts of negative things in my mind. I can't stop the churning. I finally turned on my computer to help me sort out the issues in my mind.
I have a really hard time with rejection. Those who know me, know that, so wanting to cause me pain, harsh my mellow with rejection. I have to not let these things bother me.
I know Satan is trying hard to fight against me. I know because I know how close I've felt to the Lord in the temple lately, closer than ever before, coupled with the severe rejection I've received.
I wish people would leave me alone, those that have nothing nice to say, whose purpose is to do me harm.