Dreamed about my wild child at kindergarden
I dreamed I'd been away (duh) and when I came back my little girl in kindergarden was so wild the teachers were hoping they were having a break from her. (failure at parenting)
I decided I'd homeschool her so she'd have more time with Mom and settle down.
There was something to do with packages of glaze in plastic bags, only I think they were herbal remedies and not glaze. Someone was showing me all they had, in a cardboard box and I was showing them what I had. (pride)
I woke up after they rejected my little girl in kindergarden.
You know, I've been having a hard time accepting my children's lifestyles. They aren't what I taught them. Sure they are old enough to make up their own minds. Satan has been working on me a lot, trying to pin the blame for their choices on me. It's been very hard. I suppose that's one reason I've delved into so many projects and let church slide. I know I was a good, loving parent. But letting the computer into their lives in such measure was likely a mistake. It was not me who got them each a computer, but once they had them I couldn't take them away. They didn't do bad things on them, but just got so deep into war games. If it were tv, I would have turned off the cable and tossed out the tv, but there was always the excuse, I need the comptuer for homework.
I decided I'd homeschool her so she'd have more time with Mom and settle down.
There was something to do with packages of glaze in plastic bags, only I think they were herbal remedies and not glaze. Someone was showing me all they had, in a cardboard box and I was showing them what I had. (pride)
I woke up after they rejected my little girl in kindergarden.
You know, I've been having a hard time accepting my children's lifestyles. They aren't what I taught them. Sure they are old enough to make up their own minds. Satan has been working on me a lot, trying to pin the blame for their choices on me. It's been very hard. I suppose that's one reason I've delved into so many projects and let church slide. I know I was a good, loving parent. But letting the computer into their lives in such measure was likely a mistake. It was not me who got them each a computer, but once they had them I couldn't take them away. They didn't do bad things on them, but just got so deep into war games. If it were tv, I would have turned off the cable and tossed out the tv, but there was always the excuse, I need the comptuer for homework.