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I think my journal has been a place where I've vented all my worsts of times. I guess now is one of those times.
In my family life, there are times when I feel overwhelmed by sadness and stress. My mom has breast, lung, liver, brain, and bone cancer. She's been fighting for so long, and now the doctors say that they've done all they can. All sorts of doctors couldn't help. So now she's in hospice care. I'm sad that this is what it has all come down to. There was so much that I wanted to do with her. Overall, this is why I'm sad lately.
At work, I'm bored doing the same thing everyday. At least the people I work with are incredibly nice. I just had a stressful week due to FDA auditing my company. At least everything went alright and it's over now. What bugs me the most about work is that I'm not proud of where I am. I'm a Quality Lab Associate I. That's it. I feel like almost anyone can do the tasks that I do. I've been contemplating for that last year what I should do with myself.
I've been going out with this dude for the last couple months. He's nice. It's nice that my parents are okay with a guy I'm dating for once. I wouldn't say that anything is wrong with him. I do wish that he would seek me out more. I actually don't know how to feel about this one.
Some of the stresses of life have manifested into physical symptoms. I feel tired and sleepy all the time, yet I can't fall asleep. My back muscles used to be sore when I had finals, now they're sore everyday. My face keeps breaking out. I just don't feel good.
In my family life, there are times when I feel overwhelmed by sadness and stress. My mom has breast, lung, liver, brain, and bone cancer. She's been fighting for so long, and now the doctors say that they've done all they can. All sorts of doctors couldn't help. So now she's in hospice care. I'm sad that this is what it has all come down to. There was so much that I wanted to do with her. Overall, this is why I'm sad lately.
At work, I'm bored doing the same thing everyday. At least the people I work with are incredibly nice. I just had a stressful week due to FDA auditing my company. At least everything went alright and it's over now. What bugs me the most about work is that I'm not proud of where I am. I'm a Quality Lab Associate I. That's it. I feel like almost anyone can do the tasks that I do. I've been contemplating for that last year what I should do with myself.
I've been going out with this dude for the last couple months. He's nice. It's nice that my parents are okay with a guy I'm dating for once. I wouldn't say that anything is wrong with him. I do wish that he would seek me out more. I actually don't know how to feel about this one.
Some of the stresses of life have manifested into physical symptoms. I feel tired and sleepy all the time, yet I can't fall asleep. My back muscles used to be sore when I had finals, now they're sore everyday. My face keeps breaking out. I just don't feel good.