No there's no light in the darkest of your furthest reaches
Spent most of the day alone with the cat.
My feelings are going away again. Good. They can stay like that. Stupid fuckers.
This going to sound strange but... my nails are peeling. As in they rub off. As in when I scratch my nail (as I was just doing to get the rest of my blue nailpolish off), shavings of nail come off with it. Can't keep my hands still either. Now I know I haven't been eating much but this is just stupid, my body shouldn't fall apart this easily!
I'm so tired/dead hehe... I want to curl up with a friend and watch a movie. And have a big mug of hot chocolate. And eat pasta. Hrrrm who is free tonight? Haha.
Spoke to Sarah-Jayne again last night! She hadn't been online in almost two years haha! She's very different now, but then again I guess she would be 23 or so? It was just strange to think that this was the girl that was my helping hand through the hardest part of my life. I told her everything that ever happened to me, and she told me all about herself, and we were very well connected... Now she's moved back with her family and she's a lot colder. Ah well... friends drift apart... I'm surprised with how much her hobbies haven't changed haha! She's still a Placebo fanficcer ^_^ Nice to know one of the originals is still alive and kicking.
My Elly twin is online so I'm going to go talk to him.
My feelings are going away again. Good. They can stay like that. Stupid fuckers.
This going to sound strange but... my nails are peeling. As in they rub off. As in when I scratch my nail (as I was just doing to get the rest of my blue nailpolish off), shavings of nail come off with it. Can't keep my hands still either. Now I know I haven't been eating much but this is just stupid, my body shouldn't fall apart this easily!
I'm so tired/dead hehe... I want to curl up with a friend and watch a movie. And have a big mug of hot chocolate. And eat pasta. Hrrrm who is free tonight? Haha.
Spoke to Sarah-Jayne again last night! She hadn't been online in almost two years haha! She's very different now, but then again I guess she would be 23 or so? It was just strange to think that this was the girl that was my helping hand through the hardest part of my life. I told her everything that ever happened to me, and she told me all about herself, and we were very well connected... Now she's moved back with her family and she's a lot colder. Ah well... friends drift apart... I'm surprised with how much her hobbies haven't changed haha! She's still a Placebo fanficcer ^_^ Nice to know one of the originals is still alive and kicking.
My Elly twin is online so I'm going to go talk to him.