Nov 23, 2005 23:12
I'm SO CONFUUUUSED AAAAH! Someone tell me what I should be thinking for fucks sake!
I'm great, I feel so wonderful, but every now and then I let down my guard and BANG I feel awful again then within a minute or so I pick myself up again and I'm fine! But I don't want to HAVE to keep having random moments of feeling bad haha am I doing the wrong thing? Am I not supposed to be feeling this, is it genuine? I'm sure it is, but I think I need a second opinion... I've been in denial before heh I know it seems so real at the time. Nah this isn't denial.
But I am confused. Is this going to be worse for me in the long run?
Maybe.
What can I do to stop these bursts of feeling so... awful?
Maybe nothing heh.
I'm sorry I'm not giving many details at all... You can ask if you want them, I'm not going to be very specific about my feelings for a while.