May 09, 2006 02:20
Why are people so mean? What the fuck did I do? I mind my own business. I'm polite. I like to wish people happy birthdays, write nice things about people. ALL FOR NOTHING BECAUSE APPARENTLY I'm sorta-charming but hella annoying (well, with the scrolling marquee and colors...I thought it was a nice change). Damnit. I hate myself for being so childish and even caring. And fuck whoever said I looked high/horny in my icon. Fuck 'em all.
I have stupid calculus to study for. I hate math. I wish it would die! I wish I could die. I fucking haven't been taking my meds because I was feeling great. I was feeling fine. I was happy for once in the last month and a half. It was exhilarating feeling things I haven't been able to feel in a while. And now it's all fucked up because stupid little things trigger me and now I'm just pissed and depressed and whatever. Where the hell is my Cocoa Therapy?