Jun 11, 2005 00:49
Ok Hi... Just a general FYI to all of you who have webcams...
when I or somebody wants to see you on it, it means your face, unless otherwise specified... don't moon me or heaven forbid Service yourself on your webcam. Especially after you ask to see my picture.
Eek.. the guy was totally hot though, but all he wanted was to get laid, and I was like umm you're hot.. yes, but there is alot of baggage that comes with that, and whatnot...
he is moving to Milford in a couple of months. He told me I was hot, and that he'd sleep with me anytime, no experience necessary.
So we'll see.. I was like buy me dinner first K.. tell me something about yourself. geesh.. I'm not a hooker.
So this other guy Dan... I left him a message saying I had bought strawberries and whipped cream.. we'll see if I get a response.
I'm kinda pertrfied about either one of these guys becasue I know me, and I know I'll fall for them, and then they'll be like OH, she's getting too close, to familar.. ALERT ALERT.. ABORT MISSION!, And then I'll be left with pieces of me to pick up... and there is only so much Elmer's can mend.
I know I'm being a worry wort, and tis better to have loved and lost, but man.. I'm losing all the time, when do I get to love and WIN!!??
I'm sure I'm going to end up dating one of these guys, for sure, that is if I can convince Mr. Rocket man to keep his roller coaster put away. I mean he asked if I liked it adn if I wanted to ride it. I was like unless that is a roller coaster I'm not interested, right now anyways. Who knows... I'm still trying to figure out what I want...
I' having a blast with my homeys, but after spending an awesome evening with somebody, and that one person, who made us coffee and I made sure nothing was slipped into that said coffee, I've been craving that shy hand holding, and head on shoulder cuddling type affection... And All I seem to be getting are the Ms. Right now, when I'm Ms. Right.. leave it to country music, to get my feelings down accuratly, with a nice melody.
Well time to put away the reddi whip and strawberries, snack time for me I swear.. purely innocent.. the only one doing any licking of whipped cream was Speedy.
HAVE a great night / Day people!