Danger
Let's look at the facts.
I have the opportunity to go to a friend and former co-worker's birthday party at a pub tonight..
..I have a friend in from out of town that I haven't seen in about a year and a bunch of school chums planning to go out this evening to a bar downtown..
..I have a friend who is putting on a music something, something similar to what I have been invited to go and see in the past, but have never gone to..
..and I am not interested in going to do any one of these things. Instead I would much rather spend time with him, even if all we end up doing is sitting and staring at a wall and talking about anything and everything. Danger.
A little telling in some ways because I know that this means that I really am beginning to develop some strong feelings for this person, and therefor I am adjusting things that I would normally be doing in order to see him instead, even though I kept telling myself that I shouldn't get too close because I don't know how long it will last or when I will inevitably fuck this up and it will all suddenly come crashing to a spectacular end. It's all a little scary, and fun, but scary mostly because I know this also means that I am letting my guard down and letting someone else in.
I have the opportunity to go to a friend and former co-worker's birthday party at a pub tonight..
..I have a friend in from out of town that I haven't seen in about a year and a bunch of school chums planning to go out this evening to a bar downtown..
..I have a friend who is putting on a music something, something similar to what I have been invited to go and see in the past, but have never gone to..
..and I am not interested in going to do any one of these things. Instead I would much rather spend time with him, even if all we end up doing is sitting and staring at a wall and talking about anything and everything. Danger.
A little telling in some ways because I know that this means that I really am beginning to develop some strong feelings for this person, and therefor I am adjusting things that I would normally be doing in order to see him instead, even though I kept telling myself that I shouldn't get too close because I don't know how long it will last or when I will inevitably fuck this up and it will all suddenly come crashing to a spectacular end. It's all a little scary, and fun, but scary mostly because I know this also means that I am letting my guard down and letting someone else in.