Welcome to Kuzcotopia... My ultimate summer getaway, complete with waterslide.
Right now I'm in a sort of hypnotic, too-many-thoughts-running-through-my-head-to-possibly-sleep mode. For the past week or so, I've been pretty much avoiding this thing, this blog or journal or whatever you'd like to call it... mostly because I have a lot to say, and am not sure I have the mental ability to put it all into words. :) Needless to say, God has been teaching me mucho. I feel like the last few years have been a crash course in life lessons for dummies. (The dummy being yours truly. LOL.) It's good though, it really is- it's good for some things to even begin to make sense, and for murky, unidentifiable feelings to have reasons behind them. More on that later.
Tonight, I had to be really honest with someone I care about very much. It was for that person's good; I owed it to my friend to tell them the truth. I know this truth was difficult to swallow, and this friend will probably struggle because of what I had to say. My first reaction is to want to fix it. Fix the bad feelings, fix the scenario that won't work out in a way that would make everyone happy... but I can't. That's not my job, and I can leave the discussion and my friend both in God's hands.
That's just a sampling of what God has been teaching me about lately. Just because you love someone doesn't mean it's best to protect them from the truth.
Being kicked in the pants in order to get going on something you've been thinking about for ions is a good thing. Sometimes, that's what it takes.
Tonight, I had to be really honest with someone I care about very much. It was for that person's good; I owed it to my friend to tell them the truth. I know this truth was difficult to swallow, and this friend will probably struggle because of what I had to say. My first reaction is to want to fix it. Fix the bad feelings, fix the scenario that won't work out in a way that would make everyone happy... but I can't. That's not my job, and I can leave the discussion and my friend both in God's hands.
That's just a sampling of what God has been teaching me about lately. Just because you love someone doesn't mean it's best to protect them from the truth.
Being kicked in the pants in order to get going on something you've been thinking about for ions is a good thing. Sometimes, that's what it takes.