Sleep-Aide?
I think I need to invest in sleep aides. Really. I can't ever fall asleep, and then when I finally do, I wake up all night long. Like, tiny noises wake me up ALL THE TIME. And I never feel rested. Anyone have any suggestions?
Also, my mom started this weird diet in which she only eats one meal per day. The rest of her "meals" are special diet shakes. It sounds stupid, but she's dropping weight like crazy. Then she makes me feel bad about myself. She doesnt think I eat healthy and I'm gaining weight. You ever been having a convo with someone, and you can see them look down and check you out? Not like check you out, but you notice them looking at you and judging you? She does that. I'm not THAT bad with food. Seriously. It's not like I'm pigging out on cake everyday. Usually the only junk food I eat on a regular basis is I like to buy Hershey bars and after dinner, I have 3 of the little rectangles from a bar. Is that THAT bad?
And finally, AJ just got back from his CISV Camp in Brazil. I missed him. He changed a lot. And I'm jealous because he's 15 and he's more accomplished than me. I hope my camp in Brazil happens this winter, but I'm pretty sure it won't. It'll be just like everything else in my life...disappointment topped off with countless failures.
PS: Is anyone else sad that there's a solar eclipse happening over Asia and we can't see it?
Also, my mom started this weird diet in which she only eats one meal per day. The rest of her "meals" are special diet shakes. It sounds stupid, but she's dropping weight like crazy. Then she makes me feel bad about myself. She doesnt think I eat healthy and I'm gaining weight. You ever been having a convo with someone, and you can see them look down and check you out? Not like check you out, but you notice them looking at you and judging you? She does that. I'm not THAT bad with food. Seriously. It's not like I'm pigging out on cake everyday. Usually the only junk food I eat on a regular basis is I like to buy Hershey bars and after dinner, I have 3 of the little rectangles from a bar. Is that THAT bad?
And finally, AJ just got back from his CISV Camp in Brazil. I missed him. He changed a lot. And I'm jealous because he's 15 and he's more accomplished than me. I hope my camp in Brazil happens this winter, but I'm pretty sure it won't. It'll be just like everything else in my life...disappointment topped off with countless failures.
PS: Is anyone else sad that there's a solar eclipse happening over Asia and we can't see it?