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~sigh~ its all over thank god. So yeah I had the abortion....streange this is I don't feel upset. I don't feel strange. I don't feel depressed. Its like...ah fuck I don't know how to expain all this.
Its like...ah fuck I always promised myself I would never bring a child in to the world when I dont want it...would I have been able to love it...would I have been a good mother. I don't think so.
Its like...ah fuck I always promised myself I would never bring a child in to the world when I dont want it...would I have been able to love it...would I have been a good mother. I don't think so.