okay so i'm back from backpacking and my kneees are in PAIN. from walking down about a mile of almost sheer cliff, i'm sure yours would hurt too.

sooo. . . here I am in Seattle. I really wish I could go back to Nirvana. i don't think I've ever had an experience like that, I actually dreamed I was back at Bastyr last night it was weird. But tomorrow I leave for Tuck in Robin lakes or whatever to do a backpack whch I'm just a little worried about with all this heat since it's quite an ( Read more... )

got new jeans today at old navy. i was at the bustop by the Fargonian (where I went for lunch) and this guy walks up to me with a video camera and he's all, "smile for me beautiful" and i was like. . .okayyy this is weeeiirrdd. but yeah it was funny. i think i like this guy who is interning with me at MITC, he used to be like, very short and ( Read more... )

hi everyone. so i've been thinking. . .i'm kind of chubby. like i'm not just saying it. it's kind of depressing because i don't exercise. sooo. . .

yeah, and for the 101th time, WHY DON'T GUYS LIKE ME???

so here I am, chillin like a vill. . .ain--(haha Ursula) and getting thoroughly sick of all these people. well not all of them. but many. i want to go home. or to the f-ing cabin. i'm so sick of all this music ish right now. too bad i have to intern at a little kid's orchestra camp right after this. should be a party right? anyway i heard ( Read more... )

so I've pretty much come to the conclusion that I'm bi. Boys are pretty disgusting most of the time, sex with boys is pretty much AWKWARDNESS and they're so wishy washy and can't make decisions. not like girls are super decisive, but it's better than the stupid jerks who sat behind me in Chincoteague talking shit about their Russian waitress- how ( Read more... )

so, I am now in Delaware, very near the U of D. Was in VA yesterday which made me sad because it was so very close but far. i think i have a tummy ache right now. umm what else. . .weirdness--mark emailed to apologize which was really really surprising but like--kind of super weird. knowing that nipert lives fairly close to me is also kind of ( Read more... )

do you even know what time it is? like seriously, do you EVEN know. fuckin 4:42. Why am I up this early? furthermore, WHY don't we take normal flights, and wake up at like 8, like normal people. because we're so high-powered, haha. ha. awkward. anyway, i hate airplanes, and bathrooms. i want a caramel machiatto

so who wants to hang out today? pleeeassee????

got a haircut yesterday at Penny's and it's pretty sweet. or so I think. umm I leave tomorrow at 4:45 in themorning for N. Carolina and I have a violin lesson this morning. eh, should be okay. i have to work on my shostakovich but i think it's getting there. sort of. I'm kind of worried. what if all these kids in my quartet are like, geniuses ( Read more... )