Other: How can it be so hard to fall in love?
Mahirap talagang ipagpilitan ang mga bagay na hindi talaga nararapat. Hirap ipilit ang sarili sa taong simulat sapul e wala namang gusto sa iyo. Paano ngayon gagawin ko? Eh tuluyan ng nahulog ang loob ko. Paano ko siya kukumbinsihin na ako ang nararapat para sa kanya? Kung ako nga mismo ay nagdududa. Madami mang tanong ang bumabagabag sa isip ko. Isa lang ang sigurado: MAHAL KO SIYA!
Translation:
It's truly difficult to force things that really aren't meant to be. It's hard to force yourself on a person who from the beginning rejected you, who has no feelings for you at all. What should I do now? Now that I have fallen deeper. How can I convince her that I'm the right one for her? When even I am doubting. So many questions are bouncing around in my head. There is only one thing for sure: I LOVE HER!
I don't doubt sincerity, I see in it the light of truth. But sometimes I think I am built of illusions and it is hard to make truth from what never was. It's hard to shatter images, to shred dreams. I am afraid to, of what will happen afterwards will reveal a truth better left shrouded. How does he know *I'm* worthy of him? When I have never learned love or what it is. But one thing is clear - that things meant to be will happen on its own time. Such is life and such is fate.
Siguro nga lahat ng bagay ay may kanya-kanyang panahon. Maaaring hindi nga ito ang tamang oras o hindi ako ang tamang tao. Ang pagmamahal pala ay hindi naghahanap ng dahilan, ng kung bakit at ng kung ano at hindi naghihintay ng kapalit. Salamat at nakilala ko siya dahil sa kanya ko lang natutuhan ito.
Translation:
So maybe all things happen on their own time. It's possible that this isn't the right time or that I'm not the right person. I've realized that love doesn't look for a reason, or ask "why" or any other such nonsense, and love doesn't wait for anything in return. I'm thankful that I met her because it was from her I learned this.
How could I ever deserve him? When even now I fail to fall. When I may have been made to be loved but not to love. I love him for his purity, and yet I do not love him. Why can't I love him, he who is so right? He who would never wrong me.
How can it be so hard to fall in love?
Because maybe it isn't the right time. Maybe I'm not the right person. Maybe I'm not ready. But when will I be?
Translation:
It's truly difficult to force things that really aren't meant to be. It's hard to force yourself on a person who from the beginning rejected you, who has no feelings for you at all. What should I do now? Now that I have fallen deeper. How can I convince her that I'm the right one for her? When even I am doubting. So many questions are bouncing around in my head. There is only one thing for sure: I LOVE HER!
I don't doubt sincerity, I see in it the light of truth. But sometimes I think I am built of illusions and it is hard to make truth from what never was. It's hard to shatter images, to shred dreams. I am afraid to, of what will happen afterwards will reveal a truth better left shrouded. How does he know *I'm* worthy of him? When I have never learned love or what it is. But one thing is clear - that things meant to be will happen on its own time. Such is life and such is fate.
Siguro nga lahat ng bagay ay may kanya-kanyang panahon. Maaaring hindi nga ito ang tamang oras o hindi ako ang tamang tao. Ang pagmamahal pala ay hindi naghahanap ng dahilan, ng kung bakit at ng kung ano at hindi naghihintay ng kapalit. Salamat at nakilala ko siya dahil sa kanya ko lang natutuhan ito.
Translation:
So maybe all things happen on their own time. It's possible that this isn't the right time or that I'm not the right person. I've realized that love doesn't look for a reason, or ask "why" or any other such nonsense, and love doesn't wait for anything in return. I'm thankful that I met her because it was from her I learned this.
How could I ever deserve him? When even now I fail to fall. When I may have been made to be loved but not to love. I love him for his purity, and yet I do not love him. Why can't I love him, he who is so right? He who would never wrong me.
How can it be so hard to fall in love?
Because maybe it isn't the right time. Maybe I'm not the right person. Maybe I'm not ready. But when will I be?