Ramblings
Ramblings
Current mood: curious
I've been asked recently(by many for some reason) to poist somthing up here..........not sure why, but ok.
unfortunatly there's really nothing to report. work is good, everyone there loves me. I've gotten my finances in order (finnally) and now it's time to work on debt and car issue.
I've been busy alot latly, running here and there. LOL, oddly enough it started with my random trip to monterey 'bout a month ago, and since then I've been off like a shot. And enjoying my self thuroughly.There's been parties, love fest, lots of outtings. Pictures and memories all over the place. I've got an awesome good streak going on right now, which is nice cause if shit decides to shift and goto hell I'll be alright with it. LOL
for a little while now I've had 3 boys wrped around my baby finger. LMAO. that's entertaining I'll tell you what!!! And of course, the "inevitable" happened, to put it mildly, I have developed quite the serious crush on one of them. Like bad, real bad crush, and I'm not quite sure what to do with it, or him for that matter, lol. so I've decided that I'm just gonna fucking go with it. I'm enjoying myself, and his company emensly. He's got this awesome smile, and way sweet, little on the spontanious side (random trips into santa clara looking for ramen much?? lol). I'm really enjoying my self, for a change. No weirdness, no blokades, no games, nothing that would really drive me off. There are of course some extenuating circumstances that could change how things are going dramaticly, but I'm prepared to deal with it as it comes. I actually have the confidence that I'll be alright. it's weird, I'm in a place in my brain that's fairly calm, well fairly calm for me that is lol.
lol, I dunno. my whole life is so up in the air right now. I mean, I'm seeing a 19 almost 20 year old, which isn't an issue but people look at me funny when I mention it. I'm working for a contruction company. I might be going to New York for my birthday thing year which will make up for the sad birthday last year. I mean, yeah what the family did for me was great, but still it was just a bad time. So this coming birthday I'm gonna possibly run a MUK in manhattan, YAY!!!!!!!!
and if I don't end up going, well then I'm sure it'll be better then this last year, I mean it's gotta be, right??
I hope so, le sigh.
anyways darlings,
I must be off to bed, or somthing of the like.
GOOD NIGHT MY UNHOLY CHILDREN OF THE NIGHT
I will see you in the day light,
~Nana Kittie
Current mood: curious
I've been asked recently(by many for some reason) to poist somthing up here..........not sure why, but ok.
unfortunatly there's really nothing to report. work is good, everyone there loves me. I've gotten my finances in order (finnally) and now it's time to work on debt and car issue.
I've been busy alot latly, running here and there. LOL, oddly enough it started with my random trip to monterey 'bout a month ago, and since then I've been off like a shot. And enjoying my self thuroughly.There's been parties, love fest, lots of outtings. Pictures and memories all over the place. I've got an awesome good streak going on right now, which is nice cause if shit decides to shift and goto hell I'll be alright with it. LOL
for a little while now I've had 3 boys wrped around my baby finger. LMAO. that's entertaining I'll tell you what!!! And of course, the "inevitable" happened, to put it mildly, I have developed quite the serious crush on one of them. Like bad, real bad crush, and I'm not quite sure what to do with it, or him for that matter, lol. so I've decided that I'm just gonna fucking go with it. I'm enjoying myself, and his company emensly. He's got this awesome smile, and way sweet, little on the spontanious side (random trips into santa clara looking for ramen much?? lol). I'm really enjoying my self, for a change. No weirdness, no blokades, no games, nothing that would really drive me off. There are of course some extenuating circumstances that could change how things are going dramaticly, but I'm prepared to deal with it as it comes. I actually have the confidence that I'll be alright. it's weird, I'm in a place in my brain that's fairly calm, well fairly calm for me that is lol.
lol, I dunno. my whole life is so up in the air right now. I mean, I'm seeing a 19 almost 20 year old, which isn't an issue but people look at me funny when I mention it. I'm working for a contruction company. I might be going to New York for my birthday thing year which will make up for the sad birthday last year. I mean, yeah what the family did for me was great, but still it was just a bad time. So this coming birthday I'm gonna possibly run a MUK in manhattan, YAY!!!!!!!!
and if I don't end up going, well then I'm sure it'll be better then this last year, I mean it's gotta be, right??
I hope so, le sigh.
anyways darlings,
I must be off to bed, or somthing of the like.
GOOD NIGHT MY UNHOLY CHILDREN OF THE NIGHT
I will see you in the day light,
~Nana Kittie