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Since my mom is incredibly biased towards Zoloft because it helped her with anxiety 7 year ago, she didn't want me taking Xanax even after it's greatly decreased my panic attacks to once or twice a day from 3-5 times everyday, so I am now taking Zoloft. To me it's just another SSRI, and they always make me feel like a zombie, along with a very ugly feeling. When I complained about it, she accused me of defending Xanax because it can be used as a recreational drug, and that I'd probably end up abusing it. I never had any intention to do so, and naturally I was angry so we had a big argument with lots of yelling on the way to my therapy session.
I really like being in the presence of a psychologist, I know they really could care less about making me feel better and I know I'm just another client of theirs, but it's nice to be with someone who actually has an idea of what I'm going through. They know the feelings I get or the things I do pertain to my disorders rather than being with my mom who is always like, "wtf is wrong with you".
I'm incredibly tired, but I can't sleep.
I have a plethora of Las Vegas t-shirts because my grandparents used to go there every few months and they'd always bring back t-shirts for me. They are from places and stuff, like the MGM hotel, or Hard Rock Cafe. Everytime I wear them, I always get comments like, "Have you been there?" and I always have to explain that it's just a shirt I got from my grandparents. It makes me want to go to Last Vegas sometime and visit those places so I can carry on a conversation about it. I'm so bored I'm talking about Las Vegas t-shirts.
I really like being in the presence of a psychologist, I know they really could care less about making me feel better and I know I'm just another client of theirs, but it's nice to be with someone who actually has an idea of what I'm going through. They know the feelings I get or the things I do pertain to my disorders rather than being with my mom who is always like, "wtf is wrong with you".
I'm incredibly tired, but I can't sleep.
I have a plethora of Las Vegas t-shirts because my grandparents used to go there every few months and they'd always bring back t-shirts for me. They are from places and stuff, like the MGM hotel, or Hard Rock Cafe. Everytime I wear them, I always get comments like, "Have you been there?" and I always have to explain that it's just a shirt I got from my grandparents. It makes me want to go to Last Vegas sometime and visit those places so I can carry on a conversation about it. I'm so bored I'm talking about Las Vegas t-shirts.