Dec 03, 2007 00:31
I had a dream my dad was alive all this time. I always have these, maybe once or twice a year. I remember thinking this time, "I can't believe this isn't a dream." It's so disappointing when I wake up. After driver's ed, I walked to the cemetary, it isn't very far. I went to my dad's grave, and a few feet away a funeral was taking place. A guy in a suit came up to me and asked me if I knew Adrian, I told him yeah, he was my dad. He told me I look like him and that they were classmates. He asked how my mom was doing, and he told me he was the funeral director. Eventually he left and I started crying as I left the cemetary. My dad's house isn't far from there, so I decided to walk there and visit. My grandparents still live there, and I was hoping they were home so I can call my mom and tell her where to pick me up. I wonder if he would be proud of me. Or disappointed, I don't know.
P.S. My cat was attacked by my mom's German Shepherd. It looks hurt, and it tries not to breathe hard. My mom doesn't know when we'll be able to take it to the vet.