"My heart is blue for you.--Be my little washing machine."
So I hate my parents...
So the reasoning behind this entry is becaue it's fucking Friday night, and Natalie had to be home @ midnight.. Okay mom, dad. I am 17 years old now. I'm a big girl. Remember that.
Basically if I had somewhere to go, I would move my ass out first chance I got.
Can't wait until I live with just friends. <3 <3
Moving after I graduate.. Yes. Liz? Umm. What the fuck are we doing with this sichuation..? Because yeah. About 3rd wheelness 24/7? Not digging it. Not digging it at all.
Aaaaaand, graduation is coming up fast.. THANK YOU LORD!
So all the sudden I have friends at Ferndle High?.. Who knew?
Oh and I guess I come off as a bitch.. =( I'm "unapproachable" or something..--That makes me sad..
My favorites! We SHALL hit it up this break.. ;)
Definitly got SMOKED in the face in dacne class the other day.. Kicked RIGHT in the eye.. =( Kinda disapointed it didn't turn into a black eye.. :x. Bahaha.
HAHA. Here's a good story. Hip hop try out's in dance; I was one of 3 white girls that made it out of about 20.. aaaaaahaha. I even made it OVER some other black girls! ha. Thought that was kinda funny..
Pretty much.. guys suck. Alot of boococky.. Just wish guys would think more with their BRAIN rather than their Jimmy.. =(
And tell me why Rachelle and I had pretty much the same problem last weekend.. Agh. So sad.
"Kiss me. Kill me.
Your kiss is toture.
But killing me would be too easy."
So pranking someone, minuse *67, then trying to convince me they are someone else.. Not too smart.. nope. Shows what drugs do to ya..HA.
"I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you
I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you
I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you."
I love drunk phone calls. <3
Except when they ask you how big your vagina is, and how often I masterbate. Awesome. Lmso.
"You can change your life
You can change your clothes
If you change your mind
--Well, that's the way it goes--
But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back.
If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today."
Tonight I went out with some peeps from the dale, and while we were walking by a restaurant, I saw Ajay. So I went and said hi. It was fun. I also saw someone else I haven't seen in a while..oddddddd.
RETIRED from guys and alcohol for a WHILE... ahhh.
It REALLY needs to be SUMMMMMMEEERRR!
"Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting
And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight."
My mom wants me to take kick boxing classes.. to get some ANGER and FRUSTRATION out.. Haha. Yeah Maybe if I had time.
This getting in trouble SHIT needs to stop. I wish I learned from my mistakes faster..
Last weekend SUCKED!
--Quotes, quotes and MORE quotes:--
"Your subtleties, They strangle me
I cant explain myself at all.
And all that wants, And all that needs
I dont want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe its best you leave me alone.."
"I wish You were a stranger I could just disengage."
"I'm losing you and it's effortless."
"I never asked for your opinion. I just got it. And get it."
"Now he's gone and she's left cleaning up the mess he made."
"I’ll be coming home
Just to be alone
Cause I know you’re not there
And I know that you don’t care
I can hardly wait to leave this place.
No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home
By the time you come home
I’m already stoned
You turn off the TV
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
Till you get off my case!"
I am going to keep adding more and more to this.. haha.
So the reasoning behind this entry is becaue it's fucking Friday night, and Natalie had to be home @ midnight.. Okay mom, dad. I am 17 years old now. I'm a big girl. Remember that.
Basically if I had somewhere to go, I would move my ass out first chance I got.
Can't wait until I live with just friends. <3 <3
Moving after I graduate.. Yes. Liz? Umm. What the fuck are we doing with this sichuation..? Because yeah. About 3rd wheelness 24/7? Not digging it. Not digging it at all.
Aaaaaand, graduation is coming up fast.. THANK YOU LORD!
So all the sudden I have friends at Ferndle High?.. Who knew?
Oh and I guess I come off as a bitch.. =( I'm "unapproachable" or something..--That makes me sad..
My favorites! We SHALL hit it up this break.. ;)
Definitly got SMOKED in the face in dacne class the other day.. Kicked RIGHT in the eye.. =( Kinda disapointed it didn't turn into a black eye.. :x. Bahaha.
HAHA. Here's a good story. Hip hop try out's in dance; I was one of 3 white girls that made it out of about 20.. aaaaaahaha. I even made it OVER some other black girls! ha. Thought that was kinda funny..
Pretty much.. guys suck. Alot of boococky.. Just wish guys would think more with their BRAIN rather than their Jimmy.. =(
And tell me why Rachelle and I had pretty much the same problem last weekend.. Agh. So sad.
"Kiss me. Kill me.
Your kiss is toture.
But killing me would be too easy."
So pranking someone, minuse *67, then trying to convince me they are someone else.. Not too smart.. nope. Shows what drugs do to ya..HA.
"I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you
I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you
I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you."
I love drunk phone calls. <3
Except when they ask you how big your vagina is, and how often I masterbate. Awesome. Lmso.
"You can change your life
You can change your clothes
If you change your mind
--Well, that's the way it goes--
But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back.
If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today."
Tonight I went out with some peeps from the dale, and while we were walking by a restaurant, I saw Ajay. So I went and said hi. It was fun. I also saw someone else I haven't seen in a while..oddddddd.
RETIRED from guys and alcohol for a WHILE... ahhh.
It REALLY needs to be SUMMMMMMEEERRR!
"Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting
And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight."
My mom wants me to take kick boxing classes.. to get some ANGER and FRUSTRATION out.. Haha. Yeah Maybe if I had time.
This getting in trouble SHIT needs to stop. I wish I learned from my mistakes faster..
Last weekend SUCKED!
--Quotes, quotes and MORE quotes:--
"Your subtleties, They strangle me
I cant explain myself at all.
And all that wants, And all that needs
I dont want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe its best you leave me alone.."
"I wish You were a stranger I could just disengage."
"I'm losing you and it's effortless."
"I never asked for your opinion. I just got it. And get it."
"Now he's gone and she's left cleaning up the mess he made."
"I’ll be coming home
Just to be alone
Cause I know you’re not there
And I know that you don’t care
I can hardly wait to leave this place.
No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home
By the time you come home
I’m already stoned
You turn off the TV
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
Till you get off my case!"
I am going to keep adding more and more to this.. haha.