Feb 11, 2006 00:49
i felt the need earlier today to just sit down and breathe, relax, even though i havent been doing anything for the last couple of days.
perhaps contemplating too much can make you exhausted?
eating disorders are all around me these days, not to be cruel but enough already.
all these girls with their myspace/msn/blog names which include anorexia - ana - anamialover - anorexic and proud, i cant help but wonder, are they really serious?
in all those documentaries ive seen the girls either didnt realize they had an eating disorder or they did and hated it. brokedowncriedandcursed it everytime they would throw up or someone would comment on their weight hate.
cant help but wonder.
ive been thinking about dyeing my hair dark.
ive always wanted to.
people say im one of those blondes who'll never be able to fool people with another hair color.
probably true but like you know whatever