[hiatus] T_T
T_T
I want to cry.
yesterday my mac had an aneurysm - or so I think because she died suddenly and painlessly (yes, it's a "she" and her name is [tamiko], just as my car is a "he" and is called [kohaku]). it's a very sad loss, much more so since she was young and in good health (barely 9 months old, loved and cared for by her owner).
yesterday morning she had been singing beautifully when I put her to sleep for a while. in the evening I tried waking her up, but onto no avail. she made an attempt to open her eyes once or twice and then closed them forever... TAT
my little baby is gone and she took with her all my arashi pictures, my translations my writings...
so I will be going into hiatus for a while. when I get back to spain I'll send her to the mac store and see what they tell me after the autopsy. I hope I won't have to get her replaced - having back anything but tamiko will pain me, she was already personalised and had her own character.
until then I guess I'll focus on my japanese classes, study a lot of kanji and start katayama kyouichi's novel [sekai no chuushin de ai wo sakebu] ]- something good had to come out of this after all.
I'll miss everyone in LJ so much!!!!! TAT
*current mood:
distraught*
I want to cry.
yesterday my mac had an aneurysm - or so I think because she died suddenly and painlessly (yes, it's a "she" and her name is [tamiko], just as my car is a "he" and is called [kohaku]). it's a very sad loss, much more so since she was young and in good health (barely 9 months old, loved and cared for by her owner).
yesterday morning she had been singing beautifully when I put her to sleep for a while. in the evening I tried waking her up, but onto no avail. she made an attempt to open her eyes once or twice and then closed them forever... TAT
my little baby is gone and she took with her all my arashi pictures, my translations my writings...
so I will be going into hiatus for a while. when I get back to spain I'll send her to the mac store and see what they tell me after the autopsy. I hope I won't have to get her replaced - having back anything but tamiko will pain me, she was already personalised and had her own character.
until then I guess I'll focus on my japanese classes, study a lot of kanji and start katayama kyouichi's novel [sekai no chuushin de ai wo sakebu] ]- something good had to come out of this after all.
I'll miss everyone in LJ so much!!!!! TAT
*current mood:
distraught*