just waiting...
It has been a while since I have truly written anything...
Perhaps because I'm too ashamed to write...
or too confused to even express my thoughts.
I am afraid, for the first time, I look at myself in daze...
I have no clue who is the person starring back at me.
All I really know is that I cannot wait to finish UF.
Start that new chapter of my life.
Lately all I do is exercise to keep my mind busy.
I love every second of it.
I'm so excited about being in my dance class.
I know I'm no dancer, but its all in the heart.
Monday I had my first dance session, it was amazing...
I just let the music take me over.
Three hours of excitment, I get goosebumps.
The next day I was dying of pain, but my body couldn't get enough.
I did some abs, and headed to the pool. It was great!
Today, I stoped by the rec center before class, did some more abs...
Then 20 minutes on the stair master...
Finally weight training, some more abs...
Now I'm patiently waiting for dance...
It may seem like a lot, but for the next few days I'll be too busy with work to focus on my body.
I'm really inspired to get myself in shape.
Physically and mentally.
Life is what you make it, I wanna make it beautiful, just haven't figured out how.
I have to find the strength to wipe all the uselessness out of my life.
I got to!
I want to love...
Allow me!
Perhaps because I'm too ashamed to write...
or too confused to even express my thoughts.
I am afraid, for the first time, I look at myself in daze...
I have no clue who is the person starring back at me.
All I really know is that I cannot wait to finish UF.
Start that new chapter of my life.
Lately all I do is exercise to keep my mind busy.
I love every second of it.
I'm so excited about being in my dance class.
I know I'm no dancer, but its all in the heart.
Monday I had my first dance session, it was amazing...
I just let the music take me over.
Three hours of excitment, I get goosebumps.
The next day I was dying of pain, but my body couldn't get enough.
I did some abs, and headed to the pool. It was great!
Today, I stoped by the rec center before class, did some more abs...
Then 20 minutes on the stair master...
Finally weight training, some more abs...
Now I'm patiently waiting for dance...
It may seem like a lot, but for the next few days I'll be too busy with work to focus on my body.
I'm really inspired to get myself in shape.
Physically and mentally.
Life is what you make it, I wanna make it beautiful, just haven't figured out how.
I have to find the strength to wipe all the uselessness out of my life.
I got to!
I want to love...
Allow me!