Fate has screwed me over!
ok so this is a pure rant or vent or whatever you wanna call it......
Things in my life seemed to take a nose dive in may after my uncle died, as if that wasn't enough to deal with i couldn't do my end of semester exams and had them pushed back to August where i did them along with two repeats. it worked out that i had 5 exams in 8 days and i clearly didn't deal with it very well cos i found out that i failed 3 of the exams and have to repeat them next year with attendance to uni this year- basically have a year out of uni. The nose dive just got steeper.............i was and still am totally devastated about not going back to uni, i mean i'm gonna be missing out on all the craic with my friends while my other friends are spending the year in France and Spain- everyone else with have experiances that i will be missing out on and how is that fair? What have i done to deserve feeling this way? I'm not a bad person and when push comes to shove i work for everything i get so how is it fair?
My friends have all been great, they are supportive and full of helpful suggestions adn help keep me going cos all i wanna do at the minute is cry and cry. i know i am just feeling sorry for myself at the minute but i think i'm allowed some time to wallow!
i know it's not the end of the world and things could be (to qoute what EVERYONE keeps telling me!) but i really just gotta let this out...........
ok i'm done
Things in my life seemed to take a nose dive in may after my uncle died, as if that wasn't enough to deal with i couldn't do my end of semester exams and had them pushed back to August where i did them along with two repeats. it worked out that i had 5 exams in 8 days and i clearly didn't deal with it very well cos i found out that i failed 3 of the exams and have to repeat them next year with attendance to uni this year- basically have a year out of uni. The nose dive just got steeper.............i was and still am totally devastated about not going back to uni, i mean i'm gonna be missing out on all the craic with my friends while my other friends are spending the year in France and Spain- everyone else with have experiances that i will be missing out on and how is that fair? What have i done to deserve feeling this way? I'm not a bad person and when push comes to shove i work for everything i get so how is it fair?
My friends have all been great, they are supportive and full of helpful suggestions adn help keep me going cos all i wanna do at the minute is cry and cry. i know i am just feeling sorry for myself at the minute but i think i'm allowed some time to wallow!
i know it's not the end of the world and things could be (to qoute what EVERYONE keeps telling me!) but i really just gotta let this out...........
ok i'm done