Fic~ Don't go ( RyoDa )

Dec 07, 2008 13:53

“Ryo..~~” Ueda shout as he stumbled into the News dressing room. All eyes are on him now.

“Ano Tat-chan..can we help you?” Massu kindly asked him. “Are you looking for Ryo?”

All Ueda could do was nodding his head. His chest are moving up and down due to his running. He accidently heard what Nakamaru said in their dressing room after the showcase.

( what he heard )

“Ryo-chan  definitely go..nobody can stop him..” Maru said.

“But what’s worth for?..she will married someone else..” Jin interrupted.

“You know Ryo-chan don’t you..unless someone stop him..” Kame added. “He bought his ticket hurriedly and now I bet he already reached the airport. Man~ Leah was so lucky..”

“Ano-did anyone see Tat-chan ?” asked Koki .

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“Ryo…don’t go please..wait for me.. I have something to said to you..” Ueda pray nside his heart.  I want to tell you that I love you..please..GOD..give me this chance..he needs to know before he confessing to someone else..

He knew he must get to Ryo before it’s too late. Last night he and Ryo involved in small argument.  Ueda know himself that he was too ego to admit his feeling toward Ryo and keep blaming Ryo over the small things. All the small  thing could related to something big in changes..he knew that know. He realized it now.

When Ryo asked him what is actually he felt toward him and why always ignore and treat him badly-Ueda felt it was so hard to said that all he do just because he want to avoid his own feeling..

I’m sorry Ryo

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Gate 26. Only two more to go. Ryo checked his watch : ten fifty-five. He should be hurrying. The passage stretched before him like a tunnel, as far as he could see. A succession of advertisement panels lit the route into the gray, flickering distance. The people mover bore him slowly, inexorably forward along its black path. He didn’t even have to exert himself to walk.’

Gate 27. Now the passage was almost deserted ; anonymous murmurings eddied back and forth. Outside, he could hear the roar of air craft engines.

Gate 28. This was it. Ryo stepped off the people over. He could see the waiting room was empty. He turned toward it at a leaden, sleepwalker’s pace ; he couldn’t bring himself to run. As he approached a familiar copy line caught his eyes :” News with their new single HAPPY BIRTHDAY .” Ryo gave a smirked toward.  Yesterday was his birthday but he felt hurt. He felt hurt because of him.

Airplane weren’t fun; travel was not romantic. There was no happily ever after. He thought all the fantasies that he heard from all his female friends..even some guys believe it. Buy this, do that and your life would be wonderful. But real life didn’t come pretty easy and slickly packaged. Real life are cruel.. GODDAMN..Ryo..why are you mumbling to yourself..

A uniform woman awaited him, smiling but impatient. “Nishikido-sama..” the woman greet. She seems to know him but the professionalism kept her from misbehave. Ryo adores that quality. “ You’re just in time. We’re about to closed this flight. May I see your boarding pass?”

Ryo fumbled his bag and found the pass. He quickly gave it to the  woman. She tore off the stub and handed it back. “Enjoy your flight..Nishikido-sama”

“Thanks” he replied her.

Greeting with smiles.. That was what important in their etiquette of socialization. I should become one of these family. A PILOT. Now I suddenly remembered what if I become a pilot. Will my life scheduled like this?

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His chest hurt. Hair was flopping in her face. He was trying hard to catch his own breathe and check the screen departures as  he ran. A red light was winking the next to the Canada . It was more than one red lights. Ueda felt blurred. Which one..?

Ueda headed for the nearest airlines desk, rushing through the head of the queu. “Emergency !!!!” he made a voice bossy and posh. “Urgent.. urgent…”.

“Nishikido..” he told the official. “ Nishikido Ryo.. Has he checked in?”

He eyes him skeptically. He raised his chin. Slowly, methodically, he consulted his records/ “Yes, he has. May I ask-?”

“I need to speak to him..please” Ueda said-half begged.

The officer  looked at him straight. “I… you’re Ueda Tatsuya is it?”

Ueda nod. If this time he need to used his name just to stop Ryo from flying-he would. “Yes I am..”

“My daughter adores you so much..she always watch your video and interview each time I visit her..”

“Visit?”

“Yes..hospital..”

“She sick?”

“God already take her..”

A quick sympathy came across his mind. “Ano.. I’m sorry abut what happen but I am pretty sure you’re understand how is it feels like to lose our loved one.. and if I can’t get him to me..I lose him forever..” Ueda said to him.

“But I ,,”

“Please~” Ueda begged.

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Ryo looked around inside the airplane. And his eyes fell on the teddy bear that the little girl not far from him hug. She hugged it tightly. And there’s a bright red on the chest of it. LOVE symbol ?

Suddenly his heart feel the pain. He knew he missed someone..he really need to see him now.  Something inside him keep telling Ryo that what he did was useless.. and Ueda vision keep playing through his mind.

“I need to cancel this trip !!” Ryo suddenly shouted and make everybody surprised. He turned behind and tell the stewardess he need to get back.

“But the flight…”

“Please..” Ryo begged.

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“You..” both of them stare at each other. The flight already passes and Ryo was here..not inside the flight-standing in front of Ueda inside Kat-Tun dressing room.

Wiping his tears away-Ueda tried to be cool but he couldn’t help but to let the tears of joy fall down. He was too happy to see Ryo.

“Am I dreaming? If I am.. please don’t wake me up..” Ueda sobbed.

Ryo quickly pulled him to his chest. “Of course you’re not.. and even this is a dream. I will never let you wake up..”his hugged getting tightly than ever. He didn’t want to lose Ueda.

“I’m sorry..” Ueda said.

“Shhh…”

“I love you.. I know it was so hard for me to admit. But I can’t let you go..why don’t understand me . Instead..you go after her..she will get married somebody else Ryo..”Ueda added.

Ryo frowned. “Huh?”

“I can’t that happen. I can’t be as good as Leah but I can be better than her. If you give me a chance” tears fall even more faster.

Ryo let go Ueda and looked at him straight. Touching the other boy chin-he lifted it a bit. “What are you talking about ?”

“Leah..doesn’t deserve you..”

Suddenly Ryo burst into laughed. “I didn’t go to Canada..”

“….”

“Look..” Ryo showed his ticket. OSAKA?

“But Maru said..”

“I  was going to Osaka. For a while. Since I want to pray something on our famous shrine but I realized I shouldn’t go without telling you. I tell everybody but I couldn’t found you. I tried to call you but you turned it off.”

“But what makes you stop? Me?”

“errr” Ryo scratched his head. “Actually.. I just remember that I forgot to bring something..you don’t have to know..”

“Huh?” Ueda felt hurt.

“You’re the reason too.. how could I go there without apologized to you. What if I died in a plane crash..what if…” before Ryo could finish it, Ueda kiss him to make him stop.

“Tat-chan..” Ryo mumbled between kisses but later-he just let it. “I love you too..” he paused. “ But that ‘friend’ of mine will get the payment tomorrow..”

“Yeah..my ‘friend’ too”

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Other place at the same times..

“Wohooooooooooooooo..you’re the king of genius Koki” all Kat-tun and News member applaused.

“Thanks for the brilliant idea for that hidden camera..” Koyama grinned.

“See them happy makes me happy…” Koki said proudly.

“Ewwwh…see they can’t get off from each other now..” Shige shivers.

“Lol..we can do more that that..”Jin and Kame said at the same times..

“PERVERT !!!” Tegoshi claimed.

“Thank you..”

“And thanks to Maru and Massu too for their idea..” Kame patted both of them on the shoulder.

Maru and Massu grinned.

Junno suddenly interrupted. “Ano mina=san..why do I feel uneasy now?’

GULPED.

The end~

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