Another Andyman update.

Jul 12, 2005 00:26

Alright heres another long awaited Andyman update. What's going on in my oh so busy life? Not much... Lets get started shall we?

Alright so how many times has everyone seen me in a week? Probably like once or even never. "Why?" You ask? Well it's simply because no one invites me to any of their outtings. I don't really no why they wouldn't, but I guess there is some reason. At this point I really don't care. I could give a shit now. I see everyone as strangers practically. I aint got no one to say " aye, the fuck you doing." The Champions... Whatever happened to this indestructable group? Well it has been destroyed. By who? By everyone. We were torn apart. Taken limb by limb. Champions for Life? You guys are such BS. Howard, he goes out with all these cool people. Andrew, he has his new car buddies. Vincent, hes gone out with Donnavie and his other milpitas friends. Me? Oh yeah i'm just so busy at home being productive. Haha don't even have to try to save yourselves outta this one. I don't care about it anymore. Friendships mean nothing to me.

Maybe I was a little hasty with those words? I suppose I can take it all back. I just don't see us uniting like we used to anymore. That's all. It kills me inside. I know you guys can say, "Yeah Champions for life man", but I don't really see us being Champions for life. When was the last time we were all in the same place. I guess it's just me. Maybe i'm acting a little strange. All in all.. Yeah I won't give up on it. But I know it just aint gonna be the same. Don't you guys remember San Francisco. All running up that hill in the damned rain. Swapping and Swiping? Then going to that damned dutch place and taking all these free samples. And the icecream for a dollar. Greeeat. Yeah i'll hold on to us Champions. I just wanna see something happening.

I'm sorry for having to do all this junk or acting this way. I just had to get it out.

Life for Andyman... Lots of things going on over here. I'm now starting to play World of Warcraft on a private server. Thomas and I are actually Admins of it. How? Because we're fucken slick with words. So yeah that's all fun and junk. I cut my hair and all this stuff. Nothing really too surprising.

The Love of my Life... We haven't really seen each other much in the weeks, because shes always swamped with work. Maybe I should get a job? Maybe, maybe not. I'll do what I want to do for now. Umm... so A whole year is coming up! 7/29/04 was the date. Now it's almost 7/29/05! 17 more days. What a great countdown. So what will we be doing? Oh a bunch of stuff. Eating.. Sleeping.. Dancing... Watching movies.. Lots of things. Although we don't need to give each other. The gift she will recieve will make our relationship a lot more together. Hopefully. Hopefully she'll be surprised. And yeah. I Love that Kim Hibbs of mine. She makes me happy. Something everyone else can't seem to do.

So yeah... Everything is just... "okay". Don't try to invite me to go out anymore. I don't feel the same going out with you guys.

Going out just don't feel the same.



The only woman I can count on. My Love.

http://www.filecabi.net/v/file/1118219367/wmv [Watch that]
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