relationships
I think something is missing from my life, and it bothers me. What bothers me the most is that I don't even know what it is that's missing. I really just want to listen to someone speak for hours about something that matters to me.
Sometimes I think I'm missing a solid relationship, both friendship-wise and more. There are many people that I like and am able to connect to, but I'm missing that.. clicking thing. My relationships are so genial, but nothing more.
And if I find the right guy, it'd be nice to date. But I don't think it's going to happen soon, because I'm not pursuing anything. There is no one that I'm particularly interested in. At all. I only want to date someone incredible and amazing. Everyone does, I know. But some people would rather be with somebody average to avoid being alone (not a bad thing, sometimes I am like this, too). And some people are totally fine with dating someone they know they could never have anything serious with (again, me too sometimes). But right now, anything less than great, and I just don't think I'll be willing to put time into the relationship. And I know the chances of meeting Mr. Everything-I-Could-Ever-Want-in-a-Guy is slim, esp freshman year of college. So I'm not really disappointed, I'm just.. I don't know.
Sometimes I think I'm missing a solid relationship, both friendship-wise and more. There are many people that I like and am able to connect to, but I'm missing that.. clicking thing. My relationships are so genial, but nothing more.
And if I find the right guy, it'd be nice to date. But I don't think it's going to happen soon, because I'm not pursuing anything. There is no one that I'm particularly interested in. At all. I only want to date someone incredible and amazing. Everyone does, I know. But some people would rather be with somebody average to avoid being alone (not a bad thing, sometimes I am like this, too). And some people are totally fine with dating someone they know they could never have anything serious with (again, me too sometimes). But right now, anything less than great, and I just don't think I'll be willing to put time into the relationship. And I know the chances of meeting Mr. Everything-I-Could-Ever-Want-in-a-Guy is slim, esp freshman year of college. So I'm not really disappointed, I'm just.. I don't know.