rabbit rabbit
if it is june already, I am a fucking grandma. this is ridiculous. just because I'm young now doesn't mean that the next time I open my eyes I won't be saying goodbye to the blue sky as I get lowered into a deep, dirty grave. but I am young and I am wasting it, one lazy sunny afternoon, one hazily intoxicated night after another. it's cool. I feel like the last year has spanned about three blinks of an eye. it's all right. I spend my afternoons waiting to get some lovvvin in the evening but there's no one I want it from so I am perpetually in a state of timewasting. it's all very clear and it's all very right, and it's all very me. I don't know how stupid I will feel when it's gone, though.