I guess...I reall don't know what I want
Growing up, even when your 20 years of age, is complicated. I really need to priotize my life or what ever. I'm just feel like I'm drifting with out direction in life.
For some time now I haven't been "happy". I feel like I'm trapted in my own body alot of the time. I wish I could just spit out my soul and become a ghost or something for a bit. If only I could get on top of some building and just scream.
I need to get a job so I don't seem like a spoiled brat to my upper classmen. I got scolded by one of my older friends about my spending habbits. I think he's right. My spending has been way out of hand. Gwad, I disgust myself.
Then there's my relationship status. Maybe more correctly lack there of. I'm not looking for Mr. Right. Mr. Right Now would be nice. Even better a friend with benifits would be perfect. Man, I'm the lowest of the low.
I am a spoiled brat!!
For some time now I haven't been "happy". I feel like I'm trapted in my own body alot of the time. I wish I could just spit out my soul and become a ghost or something for a bit. If only I could get on top of some building and just scream.
I need to get a job so I don't seem like a spoiled brat to my upper classmen. I got scolded by one of my older friends about my spending habbits. I think he's right. My spending has been way out of hand. Gwad, I disgust myself.
Then there's my relationship status. Maybe more correctly lack there of. I'm not looking for Mr. Right. Mr. Right Now would be nice. Even better a friend with benifits would be perfect. Man, I'm the lowest of the low.
I am a spoiled brat!!