i've been wrong
its hard to know what to do when you are at a cross road and all the roads are on fire in its own way it is comforting because you set all the fires yourself so it almost doesn't matter what happens as long as you don't wait to long because you know you'll burn to death if you just stand there
12 days or is it 15 what is it that buys me a week that i don't even need except as an opportunity to get smashed or party like i've got a job a future something to build something to hold on to like prayers but all prayers are wishes and wishes only move minds as far as they are willing to go am i willing to go farther well i have to because i'm om fire but i'm not looking for water so what am i looking for what am i looking for what am i doing if i know i'm getting chumped out at a chumps rates living a chumps life 13 years gets you a cancer patient look and a desperation to be finished off why do people stay so long when they answer it's not to bad IT'S NOT TOO BAD!!! what the fuck is that this is it one shot and your answer when the breath escapes from your lungs for the last time is the answer IT'S NOT TO Baddd fucking choke on those words you have to you have to you have to you have to you have to you have to i'm sorry for every time i've said that to you massi
i'm so sorry
i've never been more wrong in my life then when i've said you have to thats the launguge they taught me thats the language we are conditioned to hear and live by you have to what do i have to do?
it doesn't even make sense does it? you HAVE TO burn you life in a way you don't enjoy?
as usual you are more right than me i'm sorry
12 days or is it 15 what is it that buys me a week that i don't even need except as an opportunity to get smashed or party like i've got a job a future something to build something to hold on to like prayers but all prayers are wishes and wishes only move minds as far as they are willing to go am i willing to go farther well i have to because i'm om fire but i'm not looking for water so what am i looking for what am i looking for what am i doing if i know i'm getting chumped out at a chumps rates living a chumps life 13 years gets you a cancer patient look and a desperation to be finished off why do people stay so long when they answer it's not to bad IT'S NOT TOO BAD!!! what the fuck is that this is it one shot and your answer when the breath escapes from your lungs for the last time is the answer IT'S NOT TO Baddd fucking choke on those words you have to you have to you have to you have to you have to you have to i'm sorry for every time i've said that to you massi
i'm so sorry
i've never been more wrong in my life then when i've said you have to thats the launguge they taught me thats the language we are conditioned to hear and live by you have to what do i have to do?
it doesn't even make sense does it? you HAVE TO burn you life in a way you don't enjoy?
as usual you are more right than me i'm sorry