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There are only four words in the English language which end in "dous": tremendous, horrendous, stupendous, and hazardous. I think im going to start using them more often since they are individuals.
anywho. im annoyed lately. I keep putting myself out there, waving the white flag and nobody notices. Nobody usually notices me anyway but thats besides the point. Lately ive been feeling like the 4th wheel...or the 2nd wheel or whatever. just like no matter where i go, or who im with i dont fit there, the loner complex is kicking in again, and i hate it. sometimes i wish i could just close my eyes and make all the retarded shit go away, and all the things i want, happen. but that cant happen. just seems hopeless as far as shit going my way FOR ONCE..
anywho. im annoyed lately. I keep putting myself out there, waving the white flag and nobody notices. Nobody usually notices me anyway but thats besides the point. Lately ive been feeling like the 4th wheel...or the 2nd wheel or whatever. just like no matter where i go, or who im with i dont fit there, the loner complex is kicking in again, and i hate it. sometimes i wish i could just close my eyes and make all the retarded shit go away, and all the things i want, happen. but that cant happen. just seems hopeless as far as shit going my way FOR ONCE..