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ok so i went home and shit and now im back in japan and disgruntled as ever...fuck this fucking job...fuck the world...fuck women i fucking hate them...they are all so disillusioned and shit goddamn it! fuck this shit...i hate my fucking life...how can i bitch about all this when i dont even have myself under control...i drink too much, i smoke too much, and i do stupid shit way too fucking much.....fuck this shit i need out.........