it cant rain all the time...no wait, ya it can
you know what? i fucking hate how fake people are especially here in the air force...everyone says one thing and does another or they do things one way when you are alone and totally change when you are around other people...its so fucking stupid...i am who i am and i dont give a fuck who is around or where i am...thats one thing ill never say is "dont say stuff like that when people can hear you" thats the gayest fucking thing i have ever heard...fucking be your own person who fucking cares what people think...what are they going to do yell at you? i doubt even that they will probably just run off to their little friends and say "guess what he just said" god i hate that shit...anyway im off tonight and im not sure what im going to do...phil will probably go to bed freakin early and jeremy is like 50/50 for staying up til 1...i think ill just grab my cd player and go play pool for a couple hours or something and grab a couple movies while im up there...damn im fucking bored...wow this thing is long too...o well at least i have gotten back in the habit of writing in here.oooooo i know what i can do! ill post my story i wrote! or at least what i have done so far...that will take a while at least...no one is going to read it but me but who gives a shit? not me ill do it for my own entertainment...its like 13 pages written so that will be a good time waster...o well i guess ill go find something else to do...