Is it fair to say?

Sep 09, 2009 21:45

I haven't slept well for probably a month now. Some of it is my choices, my fault, but then when it's not, I still don't sleep well. And on top of that, I was always tired anyway. So now I'm always exhausted and it's done WONDERS for my moods, let me tell you. I'm going to look for Melatonin at Walgreens this week and give that a shot with the lowest possible dose. I am so sick of this.

My shoulder has started making popping/crunching noises. The chiropractor is too expensive ($50 per visit because insurance doesn't cover it) so I'll just have to live with it and hope my arm doesn't pop off.

Work is still crazy busy and still stressing me out tons, despite being down to 14 or 15 hrs a week instead of the dreaded 35 (or 40 of training week). In this way, school starting is a bit of a vacation (I so far really like 2/4 classes, haven't been to one yet and am really not liking the other), but now I'm reading my eyeballs out and I need to get the groove soon or I'm going to fall behind. I'm already behind, I missed my first meeting of the Jane Austen course last week because I felt awful. Probably because I'm exhausted.

Maybe happier/more interesting updates in the other blog if I get a moment to breathe this weekend.

Being social is scary. I don't think any of my friends quite understand how uncomfortable I am at social gatherings, mostly by the idea of them, but I'll try to be pleasant anyway.

work, exhaustion, school

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