I once kept a pocket notebook. It looked like a very small book, no more than three inches high. I drew in it and kept notes to myself. I gave it away to someone. I want another.
Expensive things\anything that costs money that I need/want:
-another tattoo (probably sunflower on my upper thigh)
-new mp3 player (
this one)
-seals for Franz's windows (not necessary at all, but I like splurging on my car hehe)
-pretty Steampunk things (nothing in particular, just things!)
-fabric to make Steampunk outfits
-storage space for fabrics & sewing projects
-sewing table for sewing!
-more corsets/waist cinchers (I do want to make my own, but it would be nice to buy another one or two)/I need to go to Frederick's of Hollywood 'cause they've got a cheap waist cincher!
-an iron
-Rent
-Car insurance (though my grandmother wants to pay for that, for the first year)
-Registration/inspection of my car
It scares me when I get so angry or frustrated that I start shaking. I feel like I'm falling apart, literally. And then I get sad. I've started clenching my fists with I get uncomfortable/upset/angry/sad. It's becoming a habit. Or a quirk. I am less worried about this.