Vaginas are bitches!!
Ok, so maybe it's not what you wanted to read or whatever, but they are. I think I've been in such weird moods lately because I've been PMS-ing. Whatever. It's retarded. Although I do have a legitimate reason for being sad. I can't explain to anyone which hurts more than anyone will know. Please don't worry, (especially you Brian, if you're reading this) because I know it will work out. I just can't elaborate.
Anyways, Brian's birthday was on Monday and it was fun. We hung out at Kenny's and did our usually party things... lol. Jessika got smashed and started calling us crackbabies and crackwhores. It would have been funny if it weren't so sad. I've been hanging out with April a lot lately. It's been really fun! She's so nice and funny, but people are always giving her crap, so you can't really tell (AHEM, NICK). lol. Oh, we found the bridesmaid dresses within one hour of arriving at David's Bridal. It was awesome and the dresses are so beautiful. Everyone looks awesome in them! Jodi was a little self-consious but she looked beautiful in her dress! (HEAR THAT JODI?!? LOL)
So the wedding planning is pressing forward. Got the attire. Need to find place and food. lol.
Oh, we went to waterworld today, which was fun. We all fought the waves in the wave pool and got to terrorize the little kids *maniacal laugh* Brian and I went with Kenny, Nick, April, and Jessika. I don't know what it is about them, but they make me feel so nice being around them. I consider all of them some of my best friends. Kenny is such a nice guy and is always willing to listen when you have a problem. He's even willing to help you out and genuinely cares. I wish he didn't have to go through any of the shit he's going through now. If I could take it all away, I would. Nick is an awesome guy. he is always very considerate of other people and he cracks the most retarded jokes, but gets everyone to laugh. He seems happy with Melmac, and I'm glad; everyone deserves happiness. April seems to be the one everyone picks on, and she's a really good sport about it. She's really funny when she gets the chance to talk. She works nights to at QT so when I need to talk or kill time, I always pay her a visit. Jessika tends to be the forgotten one. She's a really sweet person and she's fun to have around. She's a lot like her sister (april) which is funny. Especially when they fight. lol. Jessika is really nice and definitely deserves a better guy than the one she is with. We all hate him. i just wish she knew she deserved better. We all seem to blend in and mesh with each other's personalities, so being around them is fun. I really hope it doesn't turn out like last year. NOT IF I CAN HELP IT.
Oh, so I go to SuperWalmart a lot now-a-days since I work nights and nothing is opened. I went tonight to get season two of "Dead Like Me" on DVD (kick ass show!) and to make a long story short, i got hit on. lol. The checkout guy was asking about the show and then right before I left he said that I had to invite him over so we could watch it together. Lol, it made me laugh and feel good about myself. I mean of course I'm not ever going to do that, I'm in a very happy relationship. But it made me feel like I'm not as atrocious as I think I am sometimes. Maybe Brian isn't crazy being with me.
I feel good tonight. I work later. i wonder how i'll feel then. lol
Anyways, Brian's birthday was on Monday and it was fun. We hung out at Kenny's and did our usually party things... lol. Jessika got smashed and started calling us crackbabies and crackwhores. It would have been funny if it weren't so sad. I've been hanging out with April a lot lately. It's been really fun! She's so nice and funny, but people are always giving her crap, so you can't really tell (AHEM, NICK). lol. Oh, we found the bridesmaid dresses within one hour of arriving at David's Bridal. It was awesome and the dresses are so beautiful. Everyone looks awesome in them! Jodi was a little self-consious but she looked beautiful in her dress! (HEAR THAT JODI?!? LOL)
So the wedding planning is pressing forward. Got the attire. Need to find place and food. lol.
Oh, we went to waterworld today, which was fun. We all fought the waves in the wave pool and got to terrorize the little kids *maniacal laugh* Brian and I went with Kenny, Nick, April, and Jessika. I don't know what it is about them, but they make me feel so nice being around them. I consider all of them some of my best friends. Kenny is such a nice guy and is always willing to listen when you have a problem. He's even willing to help you out and genuinely cares. I wish he didn't have to go through any of the shit he's going through now. If I could take it all away, I would. Nick is an awesome guy. he is always very considerate of other people and he cracks the most retarded jokes, but gets everyone to laugh. He seems happy with Melmac, and I'm glad; everyone deserves happiness. April seems to be the one everyone picks on, and she's a really good sport about it. She's really funny when she gets the chance to talk. She works nights to at QT so when I need to talk or kill time, I always pay her a visit. Jessika tends to be the forgotten one. She's a really sweet person and she's fun to have around. She's a lot like her sister (april) which is funny. Especially when they fight. lol. Jessika is really nice and definitely deserves a better guy than the one she is with. We all hate him. i just wish she knew she deserved better. We all seem to blend in and mesh with each other's personalities, so being around them is fun. I really hope it doesn't turn out like last year. NOT IF I CAN HELP IT.
Oh, so I go to SuperWalmart a lot now-a-days since I work nights and nothing is opened. I went tonight to get season two of "Dead Like Me" on DVD (kick ass show!) and to make a long story short, i got hit on. lol. The checkout guy was asking about the show and then right before I left he said that I had to invite him over so we could watch it together. Lol, it made me laugh and feel good about myself. I mean of course I'm not ever going to do that, I'm in a very happy relationship. But it made me feel like I'm not as atrocious as I think I am sometimes. Maybe Brian isn't crazy being with me.
I feel good tonight. I work later. i wonder how i'll feel then. lol