someone help me scape from this nightmare

[namelesshachi]

Something i wrote in collegue...

really depressing, darkish ~

someone help me scape from this nightmare
for i am too weak to scape myself
feeling myself dying with every passing minute
trapped in my own nightmare

seeing nothing but darkness fill up around me
seeing my flesh rot away and leaving my pale bones exposed
feeling the devil breathe in my pain and fill my heart with hate
making my soul as black as his eyes

sitting alone
feeling like nobody cares for me
used and abused
my heart cannot bare the pain anymore

my body is slowly filling up with anger
feeling myself scream within me
hate filling my eyes
losing trust in the ones i love

i have been there for everyone
but all i get are backs turns against me
getting sick of being used
tired of being there for back-stabbers

people being there for me
trying to make things better
but they dont see behind this mask i wear
all they see is another happy, poser goth

but what you dont see, you all will never know
my mask is nothing but a lie
i wear so people will stop looking up to me
im getting tired of felling left out

my nightmare is my own life
my life i cannot scape
for something holds me back
that something remains a mistery