Feb 04, 2007 21:40
This week is gonna be hard....especially with so much on my mind to distract me...
Senior year is flying by and there are so many things I need to do to prepare myself for the end...
There are things to say and papers to fill out and deadlines to be met....Im terrified
I don't want to say goodbye but I know ill have to
I can't cook, i can't organize, I cant pay bills, I can't even fold laundry right...how the hell am i going to take care of myself
and ill be alone...
no one I know is going to southwestern
i won't know anyone or have a safety net up there
as much as im emotionally ready to be on my own, im not ready to move away
All the friends i have now....how many will i talk to
I know its up to me to stay in touch, but its a two way street
i don't want to be alone
"It happens at a wonderful age, with the traffic lights your mind can change
We made up rules to follow for good
No wonder we're fucked up, some of us did
Tonight never ends if we never go inside
The moon is always full
Your calendar is always pinned on summertime
Were you planning on staying forever?
You don't fit in this hole, or don't you remember? "