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[nameless_love]

so today i went to work like usual and it was fun like usual. But i've been thinking that i miss the old job so i went to floral terrace to say hi to everyone and everyone well not everyone im really only thinking of two people at this moment changed. One got cold hearted he couldnt even say hi and talk to me nice and the other was well she didnt even make any attempt to look me in the eye but whatever no skin off my nose as they say. But that place just makes me think of all the stress that i went threw for that year that i worked there and that moment i figured something out. I dont want to go back to that hell hole and i dont think i ever will. So yeah thats what it comes down to i think i just missed the people but i dont know i dont think it really makes that much of a difference now.

anyways i dont kno what to do i have a bit of a problem this is my sitituation. in one hand i have mr perfect [in everyway hes perfect] we dont fight hes good looking and hes the nicest person you'll ever meet he was everything that i was ever looking for and in the other hand i have love [what i think is love] i feel safe with him, i feel like i love him when i kiss him, i feel like everything else around me doesnt matter cuz im kissing him, he has his imperfections but it makes me love him more. I dont kno what to do. The 1st guy we dont fight which isnt normal in a realtionship and all of his perfections makes me miss the 2nd guys imperfections.... does that make any sense? i think im just writting all of this down cuz i have to let it out. Anyone that i talk to about this says to go with the love cuz no matter how perfect someone is and no matter how he is everything u always wanted he still isnt love. I think its cuz after u look and look for what u really think u want and then u find it u relize its not what u really wanted in the 1st place if that makes any sense

i dont kno...
whatever im gna go now....
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