uh...somebody please freakin kill me
really bored tonight...all the fun stuff is after all the lyrics lol
At slow speed we all seem focused
In motion we seem wrong
In summer we can taste the rain
I want you to be free
Don't worry about me
And just like the movies
We play out our last scene
(allien ant farm-movies)
My Chemical romance-Helena
long ago
just like the hearse you die to get in again
we are so far from you
burning on just like the match you strike to incinerate
the lives of everyone you know
and what's the worst you take
from every heart you break
and like the blade you stain
well i've been holding on tonight
what's the worst that i can say?
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long and goodnight
came a time when every star falls
brought you to tears again
we are the very hurt you sold
and what's the worst you take
from every heart you break
and like the blade you stain
well i've been holding on tonight
whats the worst that i can say
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long and goodnight
and if you carry on this way
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long and goodnight
can you hear me?
are you near me?
can we pretend to leave and then
we'll meet again when both our cars collide
what's the worst that i can
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long and goodnight
and if you carry on this way
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long and goodnight
anyway on to the update hehe...
I'm realy startin to wish someone would freakin shoot me. I know there's only about 3 more weeks before the summer, but i'm so tired of fighting everything off, tired of the drama. I mean, the end of the year is coming up and 2 friends are torn apart, leaving me stuck in the middle, i screwed up everything with the person i love the most, and for some odd reason my name is showing up in more schools than i'd like, and not just Mandarin and Sandalwood either. At this point i don't even wanna make it to summer break...cuz the shit never ends ya know? *sigh* and i would promise myself that i wouldn't turn all suicidal again, but the thoughts won't go away....what the hell am i supposed to do. for 16 days i dunno what's going to become of me. Do i go on wearing my fake little smile like nothing's wrong, or do i just self destruct and break down somewhere somehow. Life is fucked up...i can see why people can't wait to graduate so they can be away from all the bullshit of high school. Blah...i'm gone for the night...maybe i'll go find a way to get drunk or somethin. The pain sucks, the anger sucks, the feeling that u just wanna kill someone sucks. I'm gonna go off to bed now and think of just how much more i can take before i go insane.
At slow speed we all seem focused
In motion we seem wrong
In summer we can taste the rain
I want you to be free
Don't worry about me
And just like the movies
We play out our last scene
(allien ant farm-movies)
My Chemical romance-Helena
long ago
just like the hearse you die to get in again
we are so far from you
burning on just like the match you strike to incinerate
the lives of everyone you know
and what's the worst you take
from every heart you break
and like the blade you stain
well i've been holding on tonight
what's the worst that i can say?
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long and goodnight
came a time when every star falls
brought you to tears again
we are the very hurt you sold
and what's the worst you take
from every heart you break
and like the blade you stain
well i've been holding on tonight
whats the worst that i can say
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long and goodnight
and if you carry on this way
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long and goodnight
can you hear me?
are you near me?
can we pretend to leave and then
we'll meet again when both our cars collide
what's the worst that i can
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long and goodnight
and if you carry on this way
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long and goodnight
anyway on to the update hehe...
I'm realy startin to wish someone would freakin shoot me. I know there's only about 3 more weeks before the summer, but i'm so tired of fighting everything off, tired of the drama. I mean, the end of the year is coming up and 2 friends are torn apart, leaving me stuck in the middle, i screwed up everything with the person i love the most, and for some odd reason my name is showing up in more schools than i'd like, and not just Mandarin and Sandalwood either. At this point i don't even wanna make it to summer break...cuz the shit never ends ya know? *sigh* and i would promise myself that i wouldn't turn all suicidal again, but the thoughts won't go away....what the hell am i supposed to do. for 16 days i dunno what's going to become of me. Do i go on wearing my fake little smile like nothing's wrong, or do i just self destruct and break down somewhere somehow. Life is fucked up...i can see why people can't wait to graduate so they can be away from all the bullshit of high school. Blah...i'm gone for the night...maybe i'll go find a way to get drunk or somethin. The pain sucks, the anger sucks, the feeling that u just wanna kill someone sucks. I'm gonna go off to bed now and think of just how much more i can take before i go insane.