Scars

[nameless_dreams]

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I cared too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed 'cuz you came around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cuz you channeled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is...

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I cared too much
Our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I cared too much
Our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You should've never come around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cuz you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand

Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I cared too much
Our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that cared too much
Our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I dunno why that song has been so compelling recently but it has. Life is well...I don't know...Life. I am in a weird place right now, with too many things going on that I can't fix, and too few things going on that I want to. I dunno I think that there are certain aspects of my life that are over, and the deluded passions of my past are done. My theatre career is over and I am acknowledging that slowly. My writing is all that I still have and I don't really know if it is going to get me anywhere. But I need something. Sean and I are doing good. It's been almost six months, but wow have they been wonderful. We have our moments but they always blow over.
Anyway...Till later days (5 points for anyone who can tell me what that is from)