Thinking is a bad thing
Okay so I went to visit GMU yesterday and today for orientation.
~I have never felt so alone
~I keep wondering if I'm making the right choice
~I missed home a lot
~I signed up for my classes so I have to go
~I got lost and walked for a really long time
~I wanted to cry unitl I played TWister and met some people
~*~*~*~*~*~*~COLLEGE IS NOT WHAT I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I'm watching Emma soon I know i'm being used and what not but that little girl needs me.
~So when I go off to college then what?
~I'm leaving and she won't understand why
~She needs me because she has no one else.
~I'm leaving again why?
I really need to stop thinking I mean in reality I loved the campus my classes are going to be great, I already knoe where I'm going to room (university commons) just not with who or which of the commons halls I have my email already but I'll post it later, I have two jobs I can do there all I have to do is apply and I mean I had fun but there are so many what-ifs I feel like I caught a cold and every time I would sneeze I find another what-if. Damn it! Other than that, today is Sean and I's 1 month, my car is being stupid, and I leave in less than 2 months. I move in on the 25th of August.
~I have never felt so alone
~I keep wondering if I'm making the right choice
~I missed home a lot
~I signed up for my classes so I have to go
~I got lost and walked for a really long time
~I wanted to cry unitl I played TWister and met some people
~*~*~*~*~*~*~COLLEGE IS NOT WHAT I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I'm watching Emma soon I know i'm being used and what not but that little girl needs me.
~So when I go off to college then what?
~I'm leaving and she won't understand why
~She needs me because she has no one else.
~I'm leaving again why?
I really need to stop thinking I mean in reality I loved the campus my classes are going to be great, I already knoe where I'm going to room (university commons) just not with who or which of the commons halls I have my email already but I'll post it later, I have two jobs I can do there all I have to do is apply and I mean I had fun but there are so many what-ifs I feel like I caught a cold and every time I would sneeze I find another what-if. Damn it! Other than that, today is Sean and I's 1 month, my car is being stupid, and I leave in less than 2 months. I move in on the 25th of August.