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Blah, So much has happened, or not really at the same time, I've just felt so blah about sitting down and writing it out. To be honest, I tend to write more when I have something to complain about. :P This will probably be condensed and semi random.
Finally met my online friend Jeanie in person. She's really cool and I think we hit it off well. I'm really nervous about how I come off to everyone else though. My social skills are really off I swear.
I'm still taking meds for my anxiety and OCD, actually one is for Bipolar disorder but it's really helping to mellow out my general anxiety. Anxiety attacks can still be induced by things and thoughts, but I don't feel just generally anxious for no reason while I'm sitting around anymore.
I've been cleaning my uncles house once a week, give me a little spending money and does him a service. Turns out he's autistic. When he was in the Hospital the doctors were shocked he was functioning as well as he is, his brain is so small. I'd say he has about the maturity and development of a 15 year old boy in a 37year olds body. Not a mature 15year old either. I love him to death, I was raised with him as my older brother, but hes so hard to deal with. He needs to be on the Bipolar meds, seeing as he actually suffers from it, and manic depressive. I didn't get to get all the halloween bits I wanted mainly because he had a bipolar episode and hated me for a week for imagined reasons, so didn't clean that week.
Had a halloween get together at Heather's again this year. It was okay, amazingly tame for us. I have no idea what happened. :P I am kinda bummed I didn't really get my Halloween costume finished up in time. maybe next year. I also feel really shitty though. We can't find Brandons PSP I'm pretty certain I moved it that night, out of the way, but I can't remember where to, we've dug all over. ;-; I don't know how I'm going to make it up to him.
I'm off to Ohio in a couple of days, to spend Thanksgiving with my grandparents. My uncle is supposed to be going with me, we'll have to see how his mental state is. His ticket is already bought, so mawmaw can't get the money back. Frankly, she's kinda hoping he doesn't come. He's just so unstable and volatile. You say the littlest thing wrong, or what he perceives as wrong and it's like a match in a firework factory.
I've never been on a plane though, freaking out. I was hopping to have everything packed days ago, which is what I should be doing now, but my mom only just now brought me the suitcase, I should have had it over a month ago. Also, I'm fabreezing the hell out of the thing. Ick. I do not smoke, and am actually allergic to said smoke, so I'm pretty sensitive to the smell. Gag me with a spoon.
I've been tring to get the guys to help me move some giant pallets into the front yard to raise Misty's shelter off the ground. No one wants to help me and the damn things are heavy as hell. Also need hay bales and would like them before we leave so I know the outside dogs will be comfortable and warm. Abby too, last time I was away she wouldn't come inside for Paul. >_> Also a cat door. Some of the cats are iffy with the litterbox. Kinda to be expected since there are so many. I have a cat door. I have wood. I need tools and no one wants to put them in my hand. I was going to cut a hole in two pieces of wood and put them together so that it can be put in a window. No cutting holes in doors and it can be easily removed. WTF is with no one wanting or caring enough to help me do this shit?
I just chucked my speaker pillow in the washer and dryer. Haaaa, we'll see how wise that was. I tried spot cleaning but somehow that thing got so gross, that just wasn't helping and made it look worse. There's a tiny speaker made into the pillow, unfortunately, it's not removable. Might be fine. It's not water that kills electronics. It's water+electricity. So long as I get the thing completely dry it should be fine.
Blah, I want more details, but I'm not up to it. I have been reading everything you guys post but when I'm on here reading it it's usually because my brain isn't functioning enough to be engaging in anything else.
Finally met my online friend Jeanie in person. She's really cool and I think we hit it off well. I'm really nervous about how I come off to everyone else though. My social skills are really off I swear.
I'm still taking meds for my anxiety and OCD, actually one is for Bipolar disorder but it's really helping to mellow out my general anxiety. Anxiety attacks can still be induced by things and thoughts, but I don't feel just generally anxious for no reason while I'm sitting around anymore.
I've been cleaning my uncles house once a week, give me a little spending money and does him a service. Turns out he's autistic. When he was in the Hospital the doctors were shocked he was functioning as well as he is, his brain is so small. I'd say he has about the maturity and development of a 15 year old boy in a 37year olds body. Not a mature 15year old either. I love him to death, I was raised with him as my older brother, but hes so hard to deal with. He needs to be on the Bipolar meds, seeing as he actually suffers from it, and manic depressive. I didn't get to get all the halloween bits I wanted mainly because he had a bipolar episode and hated me for a week for imagined reasons, so didn't clean that week.
Had a halloween get together at Heather's again this year. It was okay, amazingly tame for us. I have no idea what happened. :P I am kinda bummed I didn't really get my Halloween costume finished up in time. maybe next year. I also feel really shitty though. We can't find Brandons PSP I'm pretty certain I moved it that night, out of the way, but I can't remember where to, we've dug all over. ;-; I don't know how I'm going to make it up to him.
I'm off to Ohio in a couple of days, to spend Thanksgiving with my grandparents. My uncle is supposed to be going with me, we'll have to see how his mental state is. His ticket is already bought, so mawmaw can't get the money back. Frankly, she's kinda hoping he doesn't come. He's just so unstable and volatile. You say the littlest thing wrong, or what he perceives as wrong and it's like a match in a firework factory.
I've never been on a plane though, freaking out. I was hopping to have everything packed days ago, which is what I should be doing now, but my mom only just now brought me the suitcase, I should have had it over a month ago. Also, I'm fabreezing the hell out of the thing. Ick. I do not smoke, and am actually allergic to said smoke, so I'm pretty sensitive to the smell. Gag me with a spoon.
I've been tring to get the guys to help me move some giant pallets into the front yard to raise Misty's shelter off the ground. No one wants to help me and the damn things are heavy as hell. Also need hay bales and would like them before we leave so I know the outside dogs will be comfortable and warm. Abby too, last time I was away she wouldn't come inside for Paul. >_> Also a cat door. Some of the cats are iffy with the litterbox. Kinda to be expected since there are so many. I have a cat door. I have wood. I need tools and no one wants to put them in my hand. I was going to cut a hole in two pieces of wood and put them together so that it can be put in a window. No cutting holes in doors and it can be easily removed. WTF is with no one wanting or caring enough to help me do this shit?
I just chucked my speaker pillow in the washer and dryer. Haaaa, we'll see how wise that was. I tried spot cleaning but somehow that thing got so gross, that just wasn't helping and made it look worse. There's a tiny speaker made into the pillow, unfortunately, it's not removable. Might be fine. It's not water that kills electronics. It's water+electricity. So long as I get the thing completely dry it should be fine.
Blah, I want more details, but I'm not up to it. I have been reading everything you guys post but when I'm on here reading it it's usually because my brain isn't functioning enough to be engaging in anything else.