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Ugh, I'm so sick right now. I was in bed all day yesterday. Today I am walking around forcing myself to get better. I can't afford to miss any days right now. The AI's coming and I need to help Kayla. Also, make up work really sucks. I'm joining track again. It starts tomorrow but I'm not going to start until I am completely better. I was on the phone with Chris this morning and I still could barely talk. He was a sweetheart about it though :)
Sometimes when I wake up in the morning, I think I am still in my bed in FL, then I realize I'm not anymore.I guess that's going to be happening for awhile huh? I still get nightmares sometimes about my grandparents and everything they did to my family (especially my mother) She's suffered so much emotional damage because of them. I will never forgive them for hurting her, or for what they did to my dad. Some things are getting easier with time. I miss Chris so much. I am glad I get to hear his voice everyday, even though he hasn't heard mine the past two days on the fact that I can't talk. The wheather is getting warmer. I think it's about at least 45 now. Ok, I think I'm gonna go lay back down now. Goodnight everyone. lol